Tomorrow's another day of doing nothing else except to fear if things would be different from today and if things would suddenly take a turn for the worst. Ahh.. things would not change no matter how hard I try to tell myself otherwise.

Jay has been staying here for like 3 days already and it has been good but I need to get out for a bit, which is why I cannot wait to meet the girls on Thursday. Before that, tomorrow is time for me to go meet my mum and some activity should be good for me. I am soooo bored, I hope I get that admin job.