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Monday, July 31, 2006

Omg, i think my period is coming.
Feeling so cranky, it sucks. I feel like cooping myself up in a room with feel-good movies and a tub of ice cream with a warm bottle on my stomach. And just turn off from everything. I just hope that i would get over it before i meet Regan. I have no outlet to release this tension. I wish i had a sister. Guys are just clueless when it comes to these kinda things and i don't think i would even try to explain this mysterious phenomenon that happens inside a woman's body and mind at a time like this. It ain't just an excuse or us to behave badly. It really is overwhelming to keep it in sometimes. But i am not gonna impose this on Regan and try to make him uinderstand or anything.
Things that make me extra cranky now.
>Repetitive or loud noises. Or both.
>Being ignored
>Nagging
>Crowds
>For some strange reason, i get damn agitated when i see rice.
I have no freaking clue why i get pissed off when i see rice.

Gosh, i am turning mad.

This sucks. I feel so lame even finding it so hard to download Photoshop into my laptop. Fucking computer illiterate.

School's giving me a higher blood pressure. i have two weeks for studying.
I think my week's already booked.
Tues-Might be meeting Regan.
Wednesday-Studying Statistics
Thursday-meeting up the tots to discuss our chalet.
Friday-dance/Some church thingy
Saturday-Watching fireworks. Yippee..

And no, Sunday's my alone time.Home time. Study time. Just mine, all mine.
I kinda miss my best friend, me. Miss my solitude. I ain't complaining that i have people all around me, it's just i miss just walking around with no place to go, with no good reason but just having the time of my life, building castles in the air, dreaming of who i was, who i would like to be, people watch without any time limit. No obligations.

Anyway, had school today. After which, Nat came over to my place, started taking pics of my boobs and threatening me to put it on her blog. Just settled down with two bottles of Margarita cocktails(which got her kinda red), low alchohol tolerant level and talked and bitched. How nice it must be to be an only child. And have a no-frills start in ur life. Nevertheless, i would never trade in my experiences for anything in the world. My sis came over too, did for her french manicure just because she is starting work at Rochester one tomorrow eventhough i have no idea why she would wanna have nice manicured nails while serving drinks. Oh well. After 1 year of being a housewife, the f&b industry should welcome an employee like her again. I guess it runs in the blood. All of us are in the F&b industry.
Or interested in it at least.
Anyway, still trying to do up my own skin. Sure, laugh at me. I am gonna do this. Bluek.

For the TOTS:

Credits to Fi~duh!

After a gazillion years of not doing anything together. Let's sit and talk people.

Forget commitments, forget school, forget work.

Let's just sit down and get high on a dosage of good memories,

peach tea and laughter.

Like the good 'ol times.

Let's play truth and dare. Let's eat cup noodles on the beach.

Let's remind ourselves what we were and how we end up.

About apples and White Kit Kats.

About Kingshaw and sweets.

About stolen wallets and handphones.

Let's?

Sunday, July 30, 2006

.My weekend getaway to Woodlands.

It started off with me meeting Bib in Tampines. We headed off to answer Fi's prayer for help, to save her from her boredom. Was alright, though she sounded so 'bapok-ish'," Bayar dua ketol, masuk ngan buah2 skali". Joke of the century. Anyway, after BIB finished Fi's ice cream. Psst.. she even had the cheek to ask for Fi's coffee ice cream. Bleagh.

Saper yang sakit nie?

Left for town when Fi and Bib went to send fi's lil sis to tuition, which i find totally unnecessary since she was very well capable of walking by herself which she did all the way.

Met Regan after he stuffed his face during his company's dinner which marked the end of his course. Some engineering thingy. I can't believe him! He got 96/100 and he complained?

WTF? Perfectionists.

Headed home since both of us were broke.

I think we stayed at his house all the way this weekend but i still found it totally worth it. Worth my every tiny bit of my weekend.

I think the only time we went out was when he played soccer and i went for a run. Chey, macam paham. The run was totally necessary seeing how my fats have decided to make itself comfortable on my tummy, arms, wherever. My ass has an extra jiggle when i walk, goddamnit. Though i must admit, my boobs are looking pretty damn fine. *ahem.

But still, i dun mind losing it together with my flabby patty belly cause girls with tummies are just plain gross. They say sex and endorphins make a great after glow and burns fat. That, and you thighs hurt like fuck.Anyway...

Managed to take some pics while i was there with his phone. K800's camera is damn good. Out of the world. The pic is edited so it doesn't show the real resolution. Who needs a digicam?

Slackin'

Marks the end of our slumber party.

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Don't really feel like blogging nowadays. Would love to start trying to design my own blogskin which would ,no doubt, motivate me to write better, but getting involved into these kinda computer thingamajiggys is not really wise because it ain't really my cup of tea. And messing around with it would take me ages to finally comprehend what the whole thing is about. Eventhough fi's a very good interpreter when it comes to html, when i am alone and at home, i just black out, like as if i am doing my statistics paper. So i would leave doing my blosgskin till i am absolutely devoid of datelines and exams waiting for me around the corner.

Speaking of which, i cannot believe the semester's finally coming to an end. And some of our really dear lecturers are gonna leave us. Like Martin. I will miss his balls.

I mean, he teaches us my throwing a soft ball at us and would shoot us questions, which would totally keep us on our toes during lectures. One semester's just gonna pass me by. Scary how fast it is. But i really cannot wait for it all to end.

Shit, i started typing with the sole purpose of posting pics but now my fingers can't stop.

Seems so weird how fast life changes. How u thought that life would be the same all the way but it keeps changing, keep landing you into different situations, in different people's company, in different surroundings which forces u to do things a lil bit differently.

Mind-boggling how the familiar seems not so familiar anymore. How independence and pride are not my priorities anymore. Awesome.

Anyway, would get back to ya soon, i think. I dunnoe. Oh well.

Monday, July 24, 2006

Ok, i got to snap out of it. I got to get back to examination mode. Just for the next 3 weeks.

Please Zulaikha, you can do this. You can freaking do this.
Econs presentation tomorrow. Must wear formal. If you are thinking why there is a current increase of entries with pictures, it is because i have a digicam in my possesion and i just feel like snapping away. Which is stupid because i have not been doing things out of the ordinary lately.
My life had been reduced to school, Regan, family and a splash of the tots here and there.

Somehow, i wish i was transported back to the time where i had nothing to do,when i was working and could do as i pleased. But then again, i want to really indulge myself in school and whatever i am doing instead of just getting it over and done with.

Gosh, give me some things to do. Something new. Trekking, sports, anything to break me out of this insane drudgery. I wanna play soccer. Regan told me he thinks i should play. Yeah, then i would finally understand what it is about guys and soccer. I think i wanna go for a jog today. Or bonk a lot. Either one. I just wanna get my ass up and moving. Sick and tired of lazing around.
I want mental, physical, emotional stimulation. The only stimulation i have now is him. Tsk, and then when i am left all alone, it goes into hibernation mode. Fucking insane siah.

Coming up.
This week: packed with presentations.
Next week: Study mode.

Resolved to drink one full bottle of water before any meal.
Going shopping, i guess. It's hard to anticipate when the odds of you going shopping depends on the mood of ur emotionally unstable parents. Bah humbug. I wanna wooork and get ma own moolah for a bit.
Wish me luck ya'alls.

Sunday, July 23, 2006

Woke up late instead of going to the LYSS reunion. Thank god i overslept because apparently, Azman was just going on some crap about wanting us to help out with any trips that LYSS organizes. Oh well, met them in town instead but bib had to go home early because her father's birthday was on that day. But still got a pic of her and Farhan.

Lovebirds.

And Hani and Lan was also there.

Standard ah nie Hani.

If u look hard enough, you can see my booger.

Headed down to Far East to eat. Ran out of curry chicken rice. WTF?!?

Waiting for the fierce chinese guy to bring my hokkien mee.

There it is! Mmmm.. hokkien mee...

After that, we were bored so we decided to steal an egg. Yes, egg. The thing that comes out from a chicken backside. Went to smoke at the open area where the tots once took a pic of everyone's buttcrack and climbed the wall to find a culprit.

See the evil glint in my eye?

In the end, after all the strategies on who to throw it to, i threw it down and it landed with a splat into the drain. After that, me and Hani looked at each other in disappointment because we barely made a difference to the world with that stupid plan.

Regan came down after that, and both of us headed home.

.Muax.

Friday, July 21, 2006

Expect more pics coming up.

Woke up today.. late for class. *sigh. Went to management. Dunnoe why i was so freaking hyper today.

Went to watch a movie with me sis,bro-in-law,'Mortuary', stupid stupid movie!! Argh!! the ending was sooooo stupid.*pukes.
Anyway, since i was already in Jurong and suddenly i did not feel like going dance... again! Headed down to his work place. Wanted to shoot some pool but turned out Raj and Alex were in town and guess what movie they were playing? Monica Belluci's 'How much do you love me?'.
Stupid stupid movie!! If not for the tities, it would be a total waste of time. Then again, i was with a bunch of perverts. And i dun think i am all that straight. Wanna see this momma?
Nah.

How can u be straight with her looking like that?

Ok. Regan, snap out of it!

Headed down to Busk afterwards. Cheeeeeaaap beer!! Woots!

Ready b? Let's go get em.

Alex. First mug.

The guys.

I love pool.Regan thinks he's cool and Alex...

nvm.

Did i mention i love Fridays? Oh, yeah, i love Fridays.

Thanks, baby. For making Fridays even better.

Wednesday, July 19, 2006

Gosh, me and my brother are such babies. We were very close in the past and lately, we have not been meeting much for the last 3 months. He was hurt by it and i was too. Due to our busy schedules, it was almost impossible to meet him even for a simple game of pool.

Yesterday, while at school, i met him, waiting for Dell,(his gf) and i was like, 'hey, how come he didn't tell me he was free today?' He was going home the same time i was heading home. He thought that after that, we could finally meet up but i was going to see Regan play soccer and he got pissed saying i do not even make time for him. I have a soft spot for him, i don't know why but when it comes to him, i can be 60 years old and still want my younger sister rights and affection from him. I was hurt siah . In the midst of it all, i scribbled down a letter which said:

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Dear Khalid,
I know these past months, we suddenly drifted apart and i know most if is because of the fact that i actually have Regan with me right now and school which translates to less time with you. And u are working too and u have Dell.
But i really think that we could come to a compromise and if u talk to me instead of telling me suddenly that u wanna be with me and then get pissed off, disappointed cause i got other plans. Mumbling to urself falls under the same category.
I understand that you are a bit grouchy because of the lack of sleep and u must be crazy to think that the position in which i held you in have diminished. I still feel the same joy when i see u.And then i get transported back to the time when it was just u and me against the world.
Maybe i don't mean much to you anymore, the way u can just huff me away but i think that we can salvage the closeness we had if u even want to.You have to undersatnd that i have commitmetnts too and yes, u are mine as well. Not just by chance but i really do wanna spend time with u.
But i would appreciate it if u would ask and talk to me instead of expecting me to know.
I apologize for not asking u but the way u huff me away and say things like, "Yeah right, she's not my sister." It hurts which is so weird because i can feel so on top of myself and yet feel so 'baby-ish' and crave for ur brotherly affections.
I don't know what u would feel now. Hell, you might even chuck it in the dustbin but i miss you.
K, i am crying .
i really do miss u.
Love,
Your younger sister.

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Everyone go, AWWW..
He replied back to me,(i know, i know how kental we are), we live in the same house for goodness' sake.

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To my retarded sister,
You think that i don't love you.Can u pls not be stupid? You think that I just huffed you away just like that. I was too tired and i gave myself the reason to get pissed so that i can get the chance to sleep.I, of course, understand your state. You,Regan, school,me, Dell,work. It's the same. Dun worry so much ok? Love you. I will of course go out with you one day. And pls dun misunderstand me and i am truly sorry for hurting you unnecessarily.

Your irritating brother,
Khalid
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Now i just think that we are very much kentals when it come to sweet and mushy stuff.

.The end.

Sunday, July 16, 2006

It is not a good weekend if it is not shared with you know who by now. Everyone can start rolling their eyes now. I know I am beginning to sound like those bloggers who talk about their partner like in every 2 and a half out of 3 entries but i cannot help it. I had set my mind on keeping this weekend occupied with school but i think the time with him made me relax more which led me to be able to concentrate much more.

Anyway, headed down to Butter Factory and clubbed till we were so pooped that even washing up after that was almost hell.Sorry, there were no visuals but hey, just read on. It was okay, i guess. More of a cheena place but still ok. I can't believe how suddenly my stupid bouts of insecurity still pops up once in a while. What used to be flaming fireballs of jealousy flung to whoenever unlucky enough to cross my path have been reduced to just mere smoke here and there. I think that is a greater improvement. Asking the other party what it was all about instead of just bursting in anger. Moreover, he is the last person i should hide this kinda things from.

Anyway, this post would be kinda mooshee so please just bear with it.
I don't know why but these past few days i feel so pampered by him that i am having this kinda soft like marshmallowy feeling. The thing about him i like most is that he is very genuine. Like you know he means every word he says, every gaze,ok ok.. you know what genuine means. And the thing that makes me more marshmallowy is the fact that he is nice. Compared to the jackasses i had previously, those who have been reading my blog long enough would know what i am talking about, I dun have to be anything except for myself. And also, he is very on top of himself which i absolutely admire, not just as his girl, but as a person.
Eventhough I find it a rather difficult thing to do, explaining ur every move and words that u speak due to the fact that i could be very random and impulsive, I find that it teaches me to be more responsible with my actions and words i speak. Though i know that i would never be as logical as practical as he is now,(i like my randomness and just saying out what i feel).

The things that he does, the little things like meeting me when he is tired means more to me than any stupid flowers. In fact, i was very much touched that i felt akward and SHY(?!?) when i actually saw him approaching me. shy! I think the reason is because i dun think i have ever been baby-ed so much. i was always the kinda girl who pushes away affection even from my own boyfriend. Who wants to be on top of her emotions and stuff.
The time i knew i liked this guy was the time i finally decided to just hang loose instead of getting a bitchfit when anyone expected from me. I kinda followed the flow and here i am.
I really dun know where this is getting at. Saying that he amazes me would be too corny but it is true. He does. The best part is, he doesn't even know how amazing he is.

The fact of the matter, he is. Very much so.

Friday, July 14, 2006

Just came back home from Regan's soccer thingy down at Alexandra Hospital. Was supposed to go for dance but while walking to the interchange, the day seemed too nice to waste in school again, especially on a Friday. I think i would be changing my practice days to Weds because Fridays are just too sacred to be spending in school, eventhough it is for doing something i totally adore.It has been awhile since i honed my interest for dance. Now, the steps i go through on my own seems to be more monotonous and without much cheorography. So i gather, i really have to start flexing my bodies to more steps which are based on counts instead of just letting the beat engulf me.

These past few days have been hectic. The reason behind it is not so much of the workload eventhough it has significantly increased which i don't find such a big shock considering the fact that my attendance list might be mistaken for a part-time student to whoever who takes a look at it. Eventhough i know i brought this upon myself, i feel that i have the right to complain about it on my blog and to the ones dearest to me. So if you happen to be the unlucky handful, please just invest in good earmuffs, give appropriate sympathetic nods and gaze at me with affectionate eyes. I would be more than satisfied. Then i won't disturb you anymore. Unless i really really like you. *winks. Muax, baby.

I guess after this entire week, the time i had during his soccer really did calm me down. Like, the alone time i had. No thoughts, no rush to get organized and plan the next step, whether i could have done something better with my time. I just sat there and just enjoyed the songs from his Mp3, looking at them just having the time of their life, kicking the ball around(Guys!) and knowing that he is there.

The reason behind why i feel so strange now is because it has been a loong time since i was really interested in getting good grades because all the expectations have been removed, like a weight off my shoulders. It feels nice, finally knowing that I am doing this for myself.

Hani and the rest are going for a gig. Alternative gigs, not a big fan. And i thought i was going for dance anyway.so sorry girls.

Enough chatting, gotta do something. I dun know where to start.
Ciaoz.

Thursday, July 13, 2006

Suddenly, i wonder.

Just wondering about everything.
About how even the tightest friendship could just loosen itself up as time goes by, about how family does not mean security, how home lost its meaning, how too much education robs us of our childhood, how disappointment seems to weigh so heavily in people's heart all around the world. About how bonds give u leeway to do certain things to people you wouldn't normally do, about how u are trapped in only one body which magnifies the word loneliness, about how maybe people who only think about themselves are onto something, about religion and how misleading it is to so many.

So many things that makes me wonder whether carving ur own path, not in life, but in creating ur own comfort zone takes so much freaking effort that it's even worth trying to create. This ain't depression, ain't no angry teenage angst. I love life. But now what i am wondering is, why is everyone in a rush? Where are they going? Why all the questions? Why all the walls?

At this point of time, i am thinking too hard about things, everything seems foreign to me. The world i was in just shattered and fixed itself back and which is now just holding on with the glue called hope in just two years.

I ask myself, is this what i have always wanted? Or not?
What am i talking about? Nothing specific, just wondering.
Just fucking wondering.

Tuesday, July 11, 2006

I swear if next week ends without a glich, i would not hold back with my celebration. A teeny weeny celebration that is. Until my end of semester exams. And if even that goes well without any worries, I swear i would kiss every one of my tutors and lecturers.

I think i am going to grow some grey hair very soon. School is becoming damn hectic. Even the topic of our conversations are always circling around the now favourite topic-Projects.

Me: Eh, Nad, come ah, go smoke.

Nad: Cannot, got project.

Me: What project?

Nad: Econs.

Me: (starts panicking) HUH?!? I haven't do...

Nad: (Starts giving me the you-are-so-going-to-die look)

Me: (walks away stroking my grey hair with a frown)

See, i only asked whether want to smoke. And i got pressure instead.
Went to play pool just now @ Grassroots Club beside NYP and then proceeded to Naked Fish Shoppe. Their Fish Sambal is great! Yummy. Too bad i was too damn full. Settled for Clam Chowder. They give 10% discount for NYP students. How groovy is that? Way out groovy man.

Meeting Hani later on.

I dun have an organizer just yet so i am going to write here. People who are already sick of school can close this window now.

Friday: Excel Make-up ICA.
Weekend is half-burned because...
Monday: Stats ICA and Accounts ICA
So fucking crazy. Two in one day!!
*groans
The whole remaining week is all projects.
K, i'm done.

I know i used this skin before.The other was too boring. And then i won't be motivated to blog. But i need to blog. Because i have a lot of things going through my head-from why the apek in the train is looking at that guy's shirt like that to really important crazy stuff like me forgetting to wear my underwear. Not that it happened today, those are just examples. Since i am too lazy to even find another blogskin, i think i would have to make do with this.

One thing i do not understand is why i am even bothering to blog since for the next few weeks, all you are going to be reading from my blog are about books and projects. Which are going on full blast right about now till mid August.
Speaking of projects, I just went to Harbour Front today to interview a manager about how he goes about executing the planning function which we are learning about in Management. Miraculously, the company that my manager works in is the same place Regan's working in. WOW!
Who would have ever guessed that?(sarcasm oozing out from my ears).
Now, i have to compile all my scribblings onto paper again and then get started on the report. Once all my projects are done. there is a one week holiday where we are supposed to study our asses off. And then one week of exams and then i am all for this magic called the holidays!

The reason why i am even writing my schedule on my blog is because i keep chanting it all the time with the hope that the holidays part is not just a dream. And also, chanting to myself ain't all that cute.

Been indulging myself with him much more now just because i know we won't be meeting much. At least, that is what i keep telling myself but we have been meeting almost everyday. I can't help it. You are like a drug.

".Sway with me."

Sunday, July 9, 2006

K, i know i said that i won't be blogging but today is a day that is totally fucked up.

I went to school a lil early and guess what happened?
As i was walking to MacDonald's to savour the occasional possibility of a Sausage Mcmuffin,my sandal just went PIAK! Just like that.I swear if anyone were to see that,i would totally burn in humiliation. Thank Goodness, i made friends with the young lady working in Splash and Decker and she borrowed me her slipper. But now,i have to return it to her at 5 and i have a lecture at 6! What am going to do now? Blardie Fuck.

On a happier note, GO ITALY!!!! WOHOOOOOOOOO!!
I knew it. The frown lines of the Italians beats the relaxed France anytime.
Lalalalala... I dun need no freaking radio to tell me who won, it is the talk of the lecture halls, the smoking corner, the escalator, the classes.
YEAH!!!! My mum was so confident. bwuahahahaha...

Anyway, the reason i am in school so early eventhough i only have class at one is because i have an Excel ICA today. And i am only gonna start revising now. I mean,how difficult can it get?
Right? ermmm...right? *starts peeing in my pants.
Oh well, wish me luck.

Hehe, he's gonna crash my lecture today. Greatness. Regan, bring your lanyard pls.

Clubbing that night was ok but a lil bit cocked up causing the girls and my bro and me to be split up. Met my brother after clubbing but the girls had to go home.
Sorry again, tots. Honestly did not see it coming.

Anyway, wanted to blog properly but now i am getting lazy.
I really wanna change my blogskin.
Maybe after exams.
Till then pardon the lack of updates. Ciaoz.
Oh yeah, Nad, Nadiah, Hani and Nina, i will link u up when i get my blogskin done or find another blogskin. Aites?

Friday, July 7, 2006

Pardon my previous post.
That was out of grumpiness.

Anyway, today i can heave a big sigh of relief. My PEM aka form teacher, have decided to cancel of my absence. All 8 hours of it. Weheee.
He is so sweet, cannot take it. Thank you, Mr Eddie Yeou.

And Thank You to everyone who wished me Happy Birthday, i've never had so many people sing me the 'Happy Birthday' song.
And thanks baby, for coming down all the way from Harbour Front to Tampines just to see me on my birthday eventhough it was just for a short period of time. MUACKS! My brother was also very sweet. He bought me a brownie complete with a candle and sang 'happy b'dae' to me. Very loudly. Cho Chweet.
And thanks Dina for the yummy brownie. That i totally gobbled down.
ANd NAD!! Thanks for the gift. K, ur birthday also i give u a gift k? hehe.

I can't wait for today! WEEEEE....
Updates soon.
See ya.

Wednesday, July 5, 2006

KANINA lar.

Happy birthday? Who the fuck gives a freaking hoot?

I take it that tomorrow is my birthday.

Let me sleep and wait for twelve all over again.

I knew this whole birthday shit is too overrated.

Feels like any ol' day to me.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!

Yeah!

Today i dream of balloons and apple pies. Of candles and bubbles. Of well wishes and smiles. Of chocolate brownie with nuts. Of rainbows and buttterflies. Today i am going to be happy and anyone who feels like making me worry and sad today, i am gonna punch their teeth out!

And that means you too , Nat. Dun even dream on pushing me into the school fountain and making me worry about whether my bra is showing or not, or else...*holds up my fist!

Tuesday, July 4, 2006

I don't know why but it is so hard for me to actually get my ass to do something that i know i really need to do.

Like yesterday, i was supposed to

1) E-mail the manager
2) Get two articles on the Planning Function of Management.
3) Get my Microecons tutorial done
4) Get the Mendaki letter to posted to them
5) Organize my files

But i ended up doing only (1) and (4).
But yesterday i was damn pooped.

Anyway, today was a total waste of time. We only had one class which was Microecons. Management was cancelled. Like, ~hello. Shouldn't i have known that? But noooo. I am clueless what's happening.Fuck.

My skin is peeling real badly because of my previous heat rash that caused my skin to expand and now, i have excess skin. And i think it is disgusting. Apparently, Nat and Abi, two girls from my class did not think so. They were taking turns to peel off the skin. Like how disgusting can u get? Ewww... it amused Nat so much, she decided to go home and play with glue just to achieve the same effect. Great! Now, everyone's calling me 'the girl with the skin disease'. Namely, Fai and my brother. It ain't no disease morons, it's just making way for smooth and new skin. ~Duh! Guys.

I just realised that i lost weight. Not so much la... just a lil bit. Especially my face. Yeah! It's good that i noticed or else i won't be motivated to eat a lil bit more healthily. I am slowly recovering from the aftermath of that total shock my body went through.

Yeah, my birthday's coming but i don't feel any anticipation. I remember how birthdays used to be so much fun with the tots. Oh well. Not just mine, Sha's,fi's birthday also wasn't done properly. But i do know that we are going clubbing. Where? Pls recommend. Not MOS pls.
Oh, yeah, everyone's invited! I am like so legal. Woots. Kental.

If there is a fairy god mother out there somewhere, can u pls get fer mi the new Casio Exilim Zoom in Bronze or Black? ~hah! Right....

K, off to organize my school stuff.

Exams sucks.

Monday, July 3, 2006

Today started off bad. Not like 'I feel like grabbing someone and strangling his/her neck' kinda bad but the 'mope around-pout' kinda bad. Let's just say today was a wake up call.

The good news is i woke up damn early. Like 9am when i only had school like 1pm. I like sleeping and waking up early. It makes me feel useful. Like all the people in the MRT at 7am(!!), looking all fresh and rushing with somewhere to go. I don't understand how ANYONE can have so much zest to wake up and start their day like that. Must be the magical coffee everyone talks about. Anyway, the reason i woke up early is because Clyde(Regan's brother) had to collect back something that he left in my bag. Some bills and stuff.
After which, went through the drudgery of getting ready, getting some food in my belly, blewdry mua hair. Despite waking up so early, i was still JUST on time for school.Why? oh, that was because my brother sent me to school and i had to return the favour of ironin his clothes for him.
Went to my first class, Business Stats and got my warning letter. 6 freaking lectures i skipped! Have to be blardie apologetic to Mdm Teo on Wed's lecture. *sigh. Then found out that i failed my ICA by one mark!
This is a freaking wake up call because i sincerely thought that i did it pretty well. Better buck up siah.
Business Software application ICA 2 is like next freaking week. My Management project and my Econs project is going on fast now. ICA2 is two weeks from now! Gosh, i feel the adrenalin rushing through my very veins. This very adrenalin caused me to stay fresh awake through Accounts lecture. Let me just explain that staying awake through the monotonous lecture is not easy feat ok. And i paid attention.
Now, all i have to do is start organizing everything in files. Then i would feel much much less stressed out.
After all my class ended at 8, and all my energy zapped out of my system, during my walk back home from the interchange, Regan called.
And all my fatigue went down the drain. Just like that. Just hearing him say,' I wish u were here', just makes everything i am aiming for much more worthwhile. And the smile i smiled at the end of the conversation lasted till i came back home. Suddenly, there was a spring in my steps when i walked.
And then, just when i thought of catching an early night today,(fucking tired), i realised that i have to do some Management project thingy. Quite a lot to do. And i still have Econs tutorial to do. I sighed as i asked my bed to wait a lil while more. Since i know that i would be going to bed a lil late, i know i needed some nicotine. Went down only to realise that i lost 10 bucks just like that. Haiz... Tough luck. Very tough luck.
Well, it is ok. Can't wait for the weekend!

Important news:
My birthday is this Thursday. Pls wish me if you remember. Yeah, i am a lil thick skinned.

Anyway, can't wait for exams to end.
Gosh, now i really sound like a student.

Sunday, July 2, 2006

Orchard Jam @ Heeren.
Went to support Nys but she left soon after the dance. So, me, bib, Hani, Regan, Lan, An and Eunos proceeded to LJ after as usual because the poor Hani was hungry. Believe me, she was reeaallly hungry. After which we decided to take some snapshots. With Hani's weird 3 flash camera.

The beginning.

Hani step jambu

Bib's so kawaii!! and i am just menyampah.

Now, hani's disgusted with my face. And somebody kick Bib with an old shoe pls.

And then there was this nyonya. and more pics. Will post soon enough. I got to tell you about this NYONYA!!! GRRRRRR!!!

Out of everything that had happened in my life.

He is the only one keeping me ok.

And i thank god for Friendster.

I like you Regan.

I don't think i can find any words to express how serene and calm i feel when i am with you. And also how hot and bothered i can get. Sometimes, i think i am not good enough for you. You are one of a kind, baby.

We are one of a kind.

Yep, you got that one right.
Here i am again. With this blogskin.
I really have no idea what i was thinking when i changed my blogskin to the default blogger's skin.
Thank God, i saved this one or else i would have to go through the drudgery of finding a whole new blogskin.

Anyway, pics coming up and yeah!, my mouse is working again.
Keep in touch and keep the tag coming.....