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Thursday, November 30, 2006

Marketing's done! Thank goodness, tomorrow's Economics and then comes another weekend.

Saturday's my niece's one year birthday bash at Khalsa Association.

Though i must admit, it is rather wasteful to hold such a big birthday bash just for a one year old kid who won't even remember shit and i guess won't have fun at all with all those auntie's playing pass-the-parcel with her while smelling her as if she's the latest perfume by Calvin Klein or something. A 1.5k birthday bash?!? Fucking hell, that could have gotten me a whole new wadrobe in Bangkok balls. I just don't understand them.

It gets pretty boring nowadays but one thing that have gotten better is that it is much easier for me to get up and on the treadmill nowadays. I just cannot take all the fat insinuations already.

Plus, what the hey, anything to make myself feel less of a couch potato anyway.

Somehow or rather i feel excitement, but i just cannot put my finger on why it is so. Well, just stay tuned to find out.

"Sincerity is still the best asset in a person"

Tuesday, November 28, 2006

.Zulaikha's on hiatus.

HOLY MUTHAFUCKING COW!

NYP has a Giordano!!!!

HAH!

Monday, November 27, 2006

So the time has come where Zulaikha is once again in exam mode. Two ICAs this week. And three the week after next, thank you very much. Sigh.
But but BUT, term break after that! Fasterrr...

Ok ok, let me recap what has been going on. Rewind to Wednesday where i met up with Regan and had dinner at Pastamania and headed to his place for some cuddling.No, really...just cuddling.

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Over the Weekend

Friday was a double date with Melvin and another one of his chicks in town *yawns. Get a girlfriend already, well i guess for him, single's better. Which is almost accurate anyway. k, moving on....

Watched THE PICK OF DESTINY by Jack Black?!? Fucking ridiculous movie but somehow or rather, it gets him off anyway. Got me laughing though.
I dun understand how he finds Scary Movie lame and Tenacious D hillarious. I guess i never will. Was heading home when Melvin suggested going to PartyWorld. I honestly thought it would be filled with Apeks or something. But i guess it is nothing like that. I prefer KBox though.

After which i headed home which was good as well, because all the 'ching chong' sad chinese songs were getting to me, making me sad.

Saturday morning was spent just in his house slacking like lazy bums. We cooked, that ain't so lazy right. Ok ok, he cooked, i watched. It counts ok.

So the day went past fast, rented a DVD to watch and bummed around somemore. So, i tried pampering myself so that at least i am doing something for myself when not doing anything.

Even his mom's going like,'Where did he get this crazy girl?'

Well, no pain no gain, right?

Wanted to head down to Rouge that night or anywhere but i was rather broke so we opened a bottle of wine and some cheesecake and played scrabble. SCRABBLE'S BORING. Honestly, i was in the mood to club so Scrabble was a vast difference from what i was gearing up for. Thus, it was not suprising that i did not even remember falling asleep. Did not even finish my wine. But waking up the next morning in his arms was the best.

I need to shop. Badly. And club. Fucking badly. Sometimes,i miss clubbing like in the past but well, i guess the feeling's just not the same. Growing up? Bah. I think i just lost my kakis. Oh well, there's a place and time for eveything. Soon soon...

Thursday, November 23, 2006

Say it with me, it's Friday tomorrow!! Woohoo!!!

I just lost all zest for studying this week which does not mean tat i am not studying. ICA next week.

Screw that, i'll study for that, not to worry. But now, let the weekend engulf me. Drown me.

Stay tuned.

Sunday, November 19, 2006

I don't know why but suddenly, i have this addiction to saving money. I think it has something to do with me saving up to pay back Regan the cash i borrowed from him when i was hit with the realisation that if i were to save everyday and cut cost on wasted things, I would be in a much better financial shape. Not that i have no cash or anything but i really could do with extra cash, lots of it, actually.

And so, today marks the day i thought i was finally debt-free. When i decided to call Starhub to change my address and check my outstanding bill as well. It is so weird, how nobody even mentioned that the first month, you dun get the free 500 smses and instead of 100 free outstanding minutes, i got only 64 minutes for the first month. Also, every month you pay a subset of next month subscription. Which means if my monthly subscription is $25.50, then i pay $24 dollars for nex month as this month was paid by last month. Gettit? I dun think i quite get it that well either but hey, i get the gist of it. As a result of not knowing the knowledge of all this, my bill for this month is $57.60. Bleagh.
Considering how it was in the past, coming to $160 every month, i guess it's good but not enough. Now, i need to pay off this debt too, *sigh. Oh well.

Learning how to save and keep track of my cash is so difficult when u know the money is there but you can't use it. Stupid Starhub, never tell me.

*melts.

To see you when I wake up

Is a gift I didn't think could be real

To know that you feel the same

As I do, is a three-fold eutopian dream

You do something to me

That I can't explain

So would I be out of line,

if I said I miss you.

I see your picture,

I smell your skin on

The empty pillow that is mine

You have only been gone three days

But already I am wasting away

I know I'll see you again

Whether far or soon

But I need you to know, that I care

And I miss you.

OH MY GOSH, i nearly flew.

I heart u, baby.

MUAX.

Saturday, November 18, 2006

And so, the long awaited pictures.

We started off with a match @ Paulaners. We, meaning, Regan, Rajesh, Alex and me.

hehe.

And so, i decided to resign myself to fate and cam-whored while he just continued staring at that darned TV. Guys!

The band came on in between of the match.

Okay, something hillarious happened here. See the girl in black? She has a kick ass rear and she was wearing a satin-y black pants which totally flattered her ass. SO... me and the guys were ogling at her ass but i realised i was more into it than any of them and just continued staring till i did not realise that her partner, this butch was looking straight at me with an amused face. When the lady in black was walking up the stairs, the butch pointed at her ass and made a thumbs up at me with a questioning face. I swear i blushed so deep, i just stopped talking for awhile and just took deep gulps of the wine while the guys just laughed at me. That's the last time i checked a girl out without looking out for any of her friends.

Oh well.

After which we went....

Err.. someone damn enthusiastic siaaa..

Come on people, feel the music in ur soul!

Single, ladies, any takers?

Feel the beat, Rajesh!

Not like that!!!

A lap dance, sir?

I take that as a yes.

It was four when we were practically kicked out of there but not before a 'She Bangs' at the end of that night. Nice night, all in all.

Ciao, peeps.

i'll say it now. I am broke. Very much broke. I dun know whether a job is really necessary but i feel like i do not have enough cash to buy what i want. Then again, nothing is ever enough for any girl, right?

Pssst, a little bird told me that a christmas sale is going to start soon. Say it with me, girls,

!hallelujah!

Yesterday, i decided to check what is available now my new kitchen, the appliances, to be exact. I started to unwrap my sandwhich maker out of its box, like a child opening his present. And i made this:

So nice!! Oh my gosh, i am such a cavewoman, i know. I thought toasted bread was good but, oh my gosh, to put any filling you want in it and it taste so so yummy. Toast of the day was either sardines or tuna. *shrugs. Either one.

ooh! I also made apple juice with my juice maker. Whoever said a housewife is cheap? I'll make a bloody expensive housewife sia. Not tat i would want to. Unless I can be a tai-tai, who dun want?

Then i headed to school, the whole usual bicuos-bicuos.( a new word, a slang i might add, from this book i just finished reading. )Got bored during break so took some pictures but will only put up one because there is going to be a flood of my solo pics so... bear with it.

Ahh.. the book i mentioned earlier was such a disappointment.The climax of the story was so good, it almost had me crying when Max St Clair killed himself after giving up on life because of his parents, and when the first cousins, Kitty and Charlie (odd names for children in a prestigious family) decided to get married. When they found out the dark bitter secret of the family kept hidden for half a decade, and still deciding on what to make of it, then it ended. Just like that. I hate books like that! I mean it is okay if there is a sequel or something but there is none! KNN CBB.

Nevertheless, i loved the way the author looked at things at different angles and how they seemed to potray the bond of a family and make jokes only family won't mind. But the end is important, so do not go read it if u are looking for a happy ending or any ending, for that matter.

Title: Secret Relations. Author: It doesn't matter anymore. Hmph!

Thursday, November 16, 2006

Look closely, does the book really say, the art of pubic speaking?

They teach that? Freaking cool, now we can make our pubic area say things we can never say, oh, wait, people already do that. Dang! *snigger

Yesterday was the tots catching up. I can't believe we still have our mojo. We stayed at coffee bean till our ass became numb just chatting and laughing our heads off. I missed you guys, i really do. I'll never leave you guys ever again. EVER.

Just us girls

These two are the love of my life. Without them, there is no me.

I am not kidding

Erm..bib? Abeh cair?

I think i am starting to like caramel ice blended

I know, nys, i know.

I want a brownieeeee plsss?

Sorry ah Fi, tak sengaja per.

Lu mana punya?

No comment

Nak jumpa, nak jumpa lagik!! Meet up soon okiess??

Monday, November 13, 2006

Sorrrrry for the lack of updates, people. Not having internet connection just bugs me and i don't think i am that keen to go to a library and blog.

It seems that my internet connection's working so expect more entries. Been very busy what with the moving and everything. So, yeah, back to normal mode.

Nothing new happening besides the fact that i have grown my nails long without biting them. *cue yawns. Yes, pretty much been sedated.

Me and Regan have hit the half a year mark which is so weird because i could have sworn, it was longer because i feel i have known him forever. U put two people who fit together, it eases into normal familiarity fast. And i like that.

School's been pretty fast. I still think that school has just started but it has been 5 WEEKS! 5!
I have just completed my Effective Oral Communication speech and i think i did pretty well. A topic which covered stereotyping against dancers, or rather, stereotyping per se.

Random topics:

*I am NOT happy with my purchase of the ultra-edition Samsund D900.
The camera's amazing BUT, a huge BUT, the flash sucks big time. It does not save sent messages by default. You cannot use your own message tone. After a while, the sliding is just not fun anymore. And i guess the reason i bought this stupid phone was because of the camera and it doesn't help that your boyfriend's phone's is so much better. Thinking of upgrading soon, won't be the first time i get broke because of gadgets. I guess being with a gadget freak does that to you. One word of advice: Looking for a good gamera phone? Get Sony Ericson K8ooi. Seriously,Sony Ericson flash is so much better that Samsung's lousy excuse for a flash.

One lesson learnt: Feature or form? I'll take feature from now on, i learnt my lesson.

Meeting the tots tomorrow. Whoever could come. Cannot wait!

Anyway, leaving to go my mum's shop now. Going to Salvation Army, dunnoe for what. Heard that it is a good place to find some really nice things. *fingers crossed.

p.s: My house is still having minor renovation touch ups so my whole house smells of thinner. I think imma pass out.

See ya.

Wednesday, November 8, 2006

I have only one life. And I am a teenager. With parents like mine, you have to make sacrifices. But lately, these sacrifices are too much for me to take. They say, grow up, just think about them. But they are too wired up for me. For once, i would like to do something and not feel guilty. Can i keep this up till i get my diploma?

My silence and conforming is getting painful. In a world where emotions mean shit and replaced by logic and a place where dwelling and listening to urself is replaced by thoughts of how to survive and how to be looked up upon, is there any space for breaking out from this? Because there are more important things in life than money. Than status. Than being the best of the best.

We are worse than bloody animals.

I want to get away but they are getting old. Whoever came up with filial piety ought to be shot.
Or maybe i am trying too hard to please them and everybody else around me.

OR maybe, just maybe, i am PMS-ing again.

TAG ME LARR, pantats.

Ermm.. on another note, will be back shortly.

Wednesday, November 1, 2006

I don't feel like blogging right now. I don't feel like blogging later. I don't feel like blogging tomorrow.

So...

The morale of the story is,
I want to chill.

And, by next week, i will be back with a new blogskin, wittier posts and photos which have yet to be posted.

On another note, today is a very good day, i woke up without the wanting to sleep again. I look good, i did well for my quiz, at least more so on the first one. I had coffee and smoke. And Regan is getting off early from work. This is the longest i have been without meeting my kentalan. And i am as excited as hell.

Because these past days, i was reminded why i was attracted and now head over heels for him. And as more time pass, more problem arises, i love the way this relationship eases its way to my heart, however mushy that may sound. I like the way we could just slap ourselves after the anger subside and come clean with whatever we feel. I like this because it is so unpretentious.

And now, i like him for a whole different reason.

Anyways, gotta pay attention now.
Tan Ban Seng, (my computer teacher) is one hell of a sweetie pie.