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Sunday, May 29, 2005

had our streetfest recently. It was roller-coasterish.. Seriously!
K, started the day off meeting ilie and bib. And then took the mrt down to town. While i was horrifyingly telling them about how rude my sister was to my mum...*pause* SAd story.. Ilie saw a nyonya who had like *yew* hair and had a duckish way of walking and the idiotic girl was like laughing like hell till she cried seriously. Blardie shocked! Goondoo!
then we went to mango orchard and tried on this diva/nyonya-ish? hat. Groovy. Cute shoes too. Man! i need to go shopping! Then waited for nys and hani to come. Man! miss them like fu** siah! Made our way to lucky plaza..~duh!~ and played the shortest pool we ever had. Then went to eat and we were like rotating the food all over. dunnoe why. After that we went to shaw towers and saw a mini streetfest there but it was not! mendak! but there were belly dancing though! GEMOK!
Met sha and fi.. then sukkkeeeerrr... ambik gambar apa..
Then met taufik(yawn) and KUMAR!!! weweet.. after all that was over, was so pissed that had nobody to go club with.. Sha was reluctant. Damn! rajiv asked me gi indochine but i had just enough money and did not want to go there as the only girl. Met anep and his hot dog.. no it is not what you guys ar thinking.. He had a non-halal hotdog with him and Fi did not tell me, not that it mattered anywaes lah but well.. Was so pissed that my kickstart of the holidays was like so lame.I was like calling deen and no he was werking. Called ma bro and he never pick up. Damn..The best part...i went home and slept..fish!!!

Friday, May 27, 2005

There was a "be-yourself day" in my school recently whereby we all had to like dress up like something we are like passionate about or dress like yourself. So guess what i dressed yp like. Went with the outfit that we all wore during our danceworks and claiming it to be like me being passionate about Michael Jackson which is true.bwuaha..macam betol siak.
So the day started with stares. guess i was a little overdressed. Well, a lil attention kills no one, especially someone like me.~duh!fucking attention seeking bastard~ Relax! So the day started as usual with me and Aizat bitching in the morning about how the school is lame and how much homework, yadaa.. i tell you that guy can go on for hours. But once we get a seat in the bus, the bus is strangely quiet. *snore
After reaching school.. realise that not many people were dressing up. Apple, fifi and Zaza came in the same outfits. Zizi came looking like Mother Nature.Peace!
Took our GP test. I am still like shiverin. it Was like damn unpredictable. I am like so pessimistic. After that we went to see the performances in the school. Sexy Mr Chan did a marvellous serenade that practically would make all girls swoon and another guy did another sweet song about innovians. not corny at all. amazing coming from me.
Then came the Best Dressed award. Guess who was picked? Me and zizi? Tee hee...
Came in second man... hahaha..funniest thing alive..was made to cat walk but just had to give the mj pose..uproars of laughter. Almost pissed in my pants i tell ya. Haha..
it was fun on the whole.

me, Ilah, Jamie,Jessica, Zira And fiz

Tuesday, May 24, 2005

Assalamualaikum.. I am now in school. You know why i have time today? Because Cikgu Hani said that i did not have to come to class today cause they are going through the answers to a test that i have not taken yet. Haha..two birds with one stone. Got to skip one test and a class.. Bwuahaha..
Well, started the day as usual, panicked that i will be late. Was in Yishun yesterday. Was so freaking tired yesterday but my freaky brother woke me up with his lil antics. So at night, before dozing to sleep, we were dreaming of eating prata and other good delicious foods that the angels would want to give us before going to skool but as usual, we woke up too late for roti prata. Damn the law! I msged Deen something and he did not reply. guys! Sometimes i wonder whether there really is a guy out there who likes you with no personal agenda. I dunnoe, maybe i haven't met him yet. someone in my school called Rajiv hot, a guy, i might add. I mean like what the fuck. For a moment time stood at a standstill as i reminisced about the times that i was so in love, the feeling all wrapped up guarding me from the mist of the lonliness and his arms.
I wonder where the Rajiv i fell in love with is. I mean like there is such a drastic change in him now. I dunnoe. Maybe the respect was never really there. Damn it!
The girl in front of me is playing " Baby, i love you and i'll never let you go.." and i am thinking of you my tots. How i wish u guys are still in my school. The times shared in secondary school, i hold close to me and you guys are going nowhere further than that other than the toilet.
Had a Gp test just now, and i have a feeling i am so flunking the test. Can't wait for the holidays.
I am going to party hard and study smart. You go girl! Anyone up fer clubbing this weekend?

Monday, May 23, 2005

hey there you all beautiful people...had a marvellous time at Sentosa yesterday i tell you.. the friendship and sisterhood that held the potential of diminishing were all ignited back as we laughed, shared, bitched and cared together. There was a point of time that i felt totally blessed that i had friends like u guys...thanks sha, bib, hani and fi for yesterday.
First we wanted to meet at ten but well you know us... hahaha.. Ended up meeting at eleven but well that's not too bad considering our past. So we headed off for habour front to meet our dear sha-tot. When we all got together, the feeling, reminiscent of old times came rushing back, i tell you, it was like secondary school again. Then we went to the shopping mall fer me to withdraw money but the stupid atm machine gobbled up my card like nobody's business. cb!~ So headed off to cheat the apek to accept five people into one taxi but well, the apek was not stoopid..where is li when we need her.
So we headed to siloso to realise there's too many(SHH..) so went to palawan. Walked to palawan i mean. We tanned fer awhile..ok..not exactly lah then the sun went down much to sha's disappointment. then Rastaman and friends came. Haha..stoopid bangla.. ogling at what their momma dun have. cb!~ Was getting all bored so we were slacking till the chinese people came to play with us.. cheated ah.. but well, it was freaking fun lah..but fi was not there to play..she was fighting wit anep. ni dua..* gaduh2 nanti kahwin baru tahu*
Then packed up and left..on the way back, we just could not stop laughing i tell you. Rohani ah..keep making stupid faces. Wth. more stupid than her own face that is...
I think it was the yummy nasi lemak with the stupid pink ikan. so made our way back home.. then all *woosh disappear..nak see Desperate Housewives..

Thursday, May 19, 2005

Firstly i would like to say that i am proud of myself for completing my PI. I think i did well. It is hard to say. Sometimes i think i did well but well... Now i know how Ayeesha feels. In class, sometimes i feel like crying. I just can't cope. Okay, maybe a lil effort will help but i feel that there is no point trying. Sometimes i feel so inferior compared to them. But i know for a fact i am not. Then why do i let my lack of effort get to me? haiz..i dunnoe.
Met Ayeesha just now. All my anger at her for being blardie thick-skulled vanished as we reminisced the rabbits on the 9th floor and laughed like nobody's business. Truth be told, can't live without this egghead.
Today is a depressing day as my very good friend, Aizat's grandmother passed on to a better place while he was in class. Me, Syarifah and especially Zira was so worried that he felt depressed but after repeated assurances that he is okay, we let him be in his own. I take this time to say a prayer*Inalillah... May HE bless her soul and let her rest in peace.*
Sometimes, i wonder how precious life is. How it can be snatched away from us just like that. I am so scared that one day, my mum would leave me. Hopefully, i go before her. i swear i feel that way.
Well, i end this post with a depressing note. Goodnight people. Speak your love for someone you love. If tomorrow never comes...

Tuesday, May 17, 2005

hey..here i am again at my school blogging and typing so hard and so fast like nobody's business. just now when i woke up, my leg(o, yah it was badly burnt by my brother's exhaust was hurting like hell even more than yesterday.Well, when i was reaching school, i was still contemplating on whether i wanted to go to school or not so i decided to toss a coin untill aizat stopped me an asked..wait begged me to go to skool, *kalau nak aku bleh buat wheelchair ah untuk kau..tapi masalahnya aku tak tau macamana nak dapat roda ah* what the fuck siak..joke of the day. So decided to go after all. Blurgh*
Realsied that i forgot to wake hani up but well, she is safe and sound at her school making new tots.hmph!
Well, met rajiv yesterday again and oh my gosh, yesterday i called deen, and boy i was like longing to meet his adorable face. damn it! Then John called, yucks, and to my astonishment jebat called? Are everyone calling me on tuesdays only?Rajiv asked to go to ink bar with him on fri and cheeky's on sat..BUT... david wants to go tunnel on sat. moreover, i dun noe if i am going at all, with my leg and so on. I don't know.
My homework's all messed up..what to do..k g2g bye

Sunday, May 15, 2005

Woke up with a bad start today, 15 minutes late. i know you lucky people are thinking, what is the difference of 15 minutes. Let me tell you something..a LOT! Well..what made it worse was the fact that i forgot to bring my PI. yes the PI that i had painstankingly have done. *There was dramatic hindi movie running through the rain potraying my pain and suffering as a student* Well..actually made it on time, thank god, would love to get the image of maself as the juvenile delinquent and let them see my real potential. Eventhough i got up late, i was in the right state of mind during classes. wow!
Went to johor yesterday with David. It was short and brief but well, was very excited to meet him. He was like saying NO and i was like GO? and he was like no! and i was like GO?. We were like dumb and dumber talking. Haha...we went to see johor's changi. The bapoks there are much more aggersive than here. i know2, what were we doing surveying bapoks? We wanted to find a nice dress for David. Yep. So headed bak to bib's place to finish my PI and i did.
Talked to li yesterday that caused me to wake up late today, miss that lil gem of a girl.You sometimes need different views on something and thanks li. i love you. seriously. Today i am going back to Yishun. Is this going to be a weekly ordeal. Hope not. I wonder when we are going out agin. the tots.luv ya.

Thursday, May 12, 2005

hey

i have just realised that my blog are not only viewed by people i know or my age for that matter..not that only people my age need to view my blog...but well...much to my suprise i have realised that cikgu hani and mr heng also checks my blog. how come you guys the red carpet nominees never tag me? i really beg you guys not to be an anonymous intruder...
Okay..here's the scoop on how i am doing in life...so far school has been a countdown to the weekend. especially this week.
this week has been full of tests, tests and more tests. oh my gosh this was such a sudden rush to me keeping in account that i am just beginning to get interested in actually doing well in my studies but i realise that i cannot catch up so fast so my results are now not that disappointing as before lah but well they are not really something so impressive either.
I have not even begun on my PI. for you lucky people who do not even know what is this nightmare called the PI. it is actually some idea that we must come up with and make a product. stoopid thing.k lah...i got to go now..got econs test now..well..i'll keep you updated...

Sunday, May 8, 2005

hey..i see you have dicsovered my new blog? it may be a lil bit onfusing for now and blank but hey give me sometime aite? Now in Bib's crib blogging. I would like to say a huge shoutout to all women who once had a bulging tummy filled with baby,''Happy mummy's day" my mother's day is disappointing.
i had too much homework no money and two mums. man! i am useless. but to you two, i love you guys with the whole of my soul.
Went to hasher's chalet yesterday but for too short a time. they had nice epok2 sardines.
Also went to cheekys but my friends could not enter, so we went to..? Queens! bweks! well..not a fun crowd but nice songs niwaes. met kopi and this guy who is Ravin's friend.
On saturday went to town before going to hasher's chalet, played pool...duh?! and had laksa. saw the girl who dresses too nicely to sell nasi ayam. wtf? nak mat cakap..mak leh bagik. well..tomolo is skool and did my pbl. wow!

just us again

Friday, May 6, 2005

hey there... i know i know...where was i the last donkey ears? i am so tired but in a nice way..life has been picking up. i just realised who are the ones that i love and who are just acquantainces..
thanks sha fer realising that we love you.. and NYS? apalah lu tak habis2 emo sendirik..me no understand man..
Well...school is becoming extremely addictive to me like just one day without skool can make me feel so insecure. i know it might sound crazy.
i lost sha's phone and am going to buy fer her a new one. what a burden! k k..it is my fault.
met rajiv yesterday, thought it would be a nice talk between two people who respected easch other but no.. apparenty i was a tool to go to when he was bored.Well, as you say it just happened? *gasp. better excuse next time buddy.
and david, i am never going to believe you again when you say that you are going to meet me at bedok simpang or simpang bedok..ARGH!! nasi ayam, chicken rice.
I am going to cheekys wit aPPLE arwinder and ....just hope we can enter..sha!! cum along!!! i am so glad you are back.muax

Tuesday, May 3, 2005

k...i am back but just fer now..you have to realise that my computer is all spoiled...
for all you avid fans out there...i'll just keep it updated for awhile..
i never thought that i could uncover so much in the school. i thought it would mean the end of the world when i was posted to the jc. you guys should know, i was going around appealing for polys here and there. then i started to make friends and i realise that they are the ones who thought me that you have to play hard and study hard at the same time.
i started to hang out in school after all my lessons and guess what? i actually found clubbing partners!! yesh..i am going to cheekys on friday with them.
But it would be crazy to think that they could ever replace the tots who knows me so much and still accept me fer myself.
Sometimes i wonder why is it that some people do not realise who are the ones that really care for them and who are the ones that are toxic in your life. please wake up girl..you know whu u are...i love you a lot...realise now that your pride is the only thing that you have right now...and i know you would not want to turn around and realise that you lost the ones you love for someone who do not love you fer whu u are..again. u know what i mean.
Well...rohani is feeding me right now sotong masak hitam!! yesh ah...well...i am repairing my 7250 and buying fer sha a new hp cause i lost hers in tunnel... yeah i know stupid. And now no guys that are irritating the shits out of me can call me... YES!! Well..got skool and econs homework to do.. chiaoz..and li where the fuck are you?????