Today is my first day of orientation at NYP. Even after much nagging from my mom and the two huge alarm clocks that gives the irritating 'BRRIIINNNGGG!!!' sound, i still managed to wake up late. So i decided, since i am already late, why not make it a lil bit more later? Gosh, i will never change. Went to eat with my brother and finally dragged my ass to school. (It feels so nice saying that). The orientation was so boring. I kept comparing the orientation with the zest that Temasek students have. All of my classmates were like falling asleep. Including me as well.
I went out of the auditorium as i suddenly had the urge to smoke. So i asked one od my classmates who was practically starting to drool with a frustrated face, even while sleeping, whether i cud take her away for a few minutes of nature and nicotine. She practically jumped up at the opportunity. While we were smoking, it still seemed too early to go back to listen to their dragging speech, so we decided to play a lil bit of pool. She did not go back to school but i decided to give it the benefit of the doubt and went back. It got too boring and i left halfway.

I can't wait to start school, eventhough the talks were boring, the environment of the place just excites me, affects the way i think, the way i move. Gosh! I so wanted to escape the drudgery of not knowing what to do with my life. Like i wanted something better to arrive and i finally have the opportunity. Sure, some people might say that i am over-reacting as it is just poly but i yearned for this. Yearned for it so much that i feel like someone just gave me a McSpicy burger while i am dieting. The classmates are very enthusiastic as well, except for this guy with red hair who keeps talking with a fake slang and flagging his hands about 'nigga' stlye. He beams whenever people laugh at him like he is so proud to be a mockery. I so felt like punching the daylights out of him. I could easily beat his lanky body into a pulp. k, no need to get violent here.

My body's playing so many tricks with me nowadays. I was like so freaking out why suddenly i felt so freaking horny these few days. Like seriously!! i yearned for Narin so much. I just flinch at any body contact and i cud just pull any guy from the collar and just shag him there.(That was a joke. JEEZ!) I thought i was going insane! Then, my period arrived. NO WONDER!!! The signs were so bad. I am so bloated and i feel so fat and disgusting. Fuck man. I hope it goes away soon.