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Sunday, June 5, 2005

It has been a totally wonderful week of totally getting back my old frens. Where i have diverted my attention on getting back the friends that i lost. And well, the week went by great. Decided to bury the hachet with ilie and duh that girl is one funny maniac. haha.. but realised that way long ago.
Also, met sha and 'reconciled' if that is the word u shud use. But well, life is alright wit you around.
Had a talk with Rajiv also on how we should be now that we are not together and well, we have decided to never cross the boundaries ever.. again.
I really do not know why most of the times, my attention is never in studying anymore. it is like i dunnoe, i dun want to study anymore. but reality struck me that this is Singapore where academic qualifications count and there is no way that i can achieve the dream of becoming a lady of leisure without studies(unless i meet a rich guy of course) and even then i do not want to use his money. bluergh.
And also i know that i am considered fortunate by some to be qualified to even enter a jc and it would be a shame if i do not put my potential in good use. Maybe i sould bite the bullet and just do it huh.
Life is so out of proportion now. financially. Family-wise though is good. now, i go to yishun every monday and tuesday, so my relationship with my family is all good. Actually i do have money but well, ciggies, food and pool take up my money.
Bout time i put a major overhaul to my life and plan out my finance and time...especially time. amen..wish me luck

Wednesday, June 1, 2005

this is a story about two girls. A friendship that was so suprising. A friendship built on the fact that we are neighbours. From dislike grew to bonding. Then came the boy problems and the waterfalls with which we would reassure each other that everything was okay. the world wasn't falling apart if both of us held together strong. Eventhough we hanged around different people, we know that nobody could understand our jokes like how both of us could. I knew he rmood swings. She knew my serious side.
Suddenly a guy came along and she decided to merge all of us together. Instantly, we clicked and it was a bang. the most memorable times are some of those times. WE loved them and they loved us(i think!)
Suddenly,problems started emerging and then i went out with her to go do things that normal girls do but he did not understand how innocent it was. Out of fear, she started blaming
her friend and her friend did not mind. Then the most awful thing happened that does not seem okay to me and I did not want her to suffer.
It seemed that she was okay with it bit i was not.She prayed that i would wish her happiness eventhough she stayed with him and i did. I actually miss him and his friends a lot!! but i could never forgive him. U may call it pride, u may call it ego but things can never be the same again for now. For the future who knows, all i know is that he can never look at me the same and i can never be the perfect friend for the perfect girlfriend that he wants. I am just ayeesha's twin rabbit.
I will always be there fer ya sha, and you can tell me anything you want but some things can never be erased. Things can be taken for granted but you can always count on me aite?dun worry one day,i will get over it.