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Thursday, January 29, 2009
WTD

Looks like I can't seem to juggle as well as I thought. Things at home is disrupting my own schedules and it is time I stop worrying about Mum and worry about myself for a bit, at least for these next two weeks.

It really sucks what is happening right now and I wished I could do something more to wipe that frown on my mum's face because this is not fair to her at all. I don't blame her, this is consequences and today, I sincerely felt like crap. After trying to keep it in so much, I had to explain.

I do not appreciate it and I really am indifferent. Really. It numbs so much and I hope it blows away soon.

Wednesday, January 28, 2009
Uppity

I know I haven't been blogging.

Been pretty much shitfaced this CNY, having a good time, no pictures, sorry.

Bill reached an optimum 700 bucks due to our Port Dickson trip. Grr. Just took a poo and heading out to school now for SDVM presentation. Ok, Zulaikha is back to school mode. Two more weeks, hell week is next week. I better get well rested before that and stop doing my things in the wee hours of the morning.

Bye, the world awaits me.

Thursday, January 22, 2009
Angst

I almost had enough of fucking school. I swear!!

I want to go club with my baby, I want to go out with the tots, I want to go one degree. it 355am and i just finished CRM. Now for SDVM. Jay's snoring beside me, it's like he lives here now.

Oh well. Sometimes there will always be suck ups in this world.

Sunday, January 18, 2009
Or-gan-ize

Here I am in school, a little bit too early. Just because I wanted to get out of the house early. Thank god for the fact that he comes over to my place. I swear to god last week was financial hell. This week feels a LOT lighter thanks to mummy dearest. I will never ask but I won't turn it down, heh. The only place I have been to so far is...... SCHOOL. Today, I am taking a break, imma go and meet my darleengs.

Before that, I want to take down the important dates first.

This week:

Mon - Entre
Fri -SDVM (makeup) & CRM test

Let me digress, CRM ICA 1&2 was done quite bad which did not suprise me one bit also because the entire report took me 30 minutes because it was like, the last day of school and it is such a retarded module, I didn't bother to sweat blood on it. So I think this test is kinda important for me to pull up my grade, seeing there is no exam on it. Ok.

I have yet to know what tests are for the next next weeks. Will jot it down and write it here. 24th and 25th feb are my final exams and then it's FUCKING GRADUATION!!!

And then, I am going to sleep for 1 week, club for one week, everything! SIGH! Faster la! Just don't ask me to get married just yet. Wait long long(2 years?). I go enjoy first.

Bye.Back to doing Entre.

Fucking shit

Saturday, January 17, 2009
Grrr

Right after i pay my bills, there are some serious things I consider buying

  • Neutrogena Fine Fairness range
  • ROC deark circles treatment
  • Bobbi Brown Concealer
  • MAC eyeshadow pallete
  • Try to get a hold of Urban Decay's eyeliner pencil
  • Another Bobbi Brown in Putty
  • Get the navel pierced
  • Clothes
  • Another pair of clubbing heels i can break into

BAH! No money No talk la you.


1:36am

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I want to go shopping. I want to get money. I want to be free. I want to go Sentosa and KL.

I WANT TO GET A LIFE!

Friday, January 16, 2009
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This is the first part of my Murphy's law holiday to Tioman which turned out and ended up as Port Dickson. This is the first part. Second part will come soon.

Peace out.