Looks like I can't seem to juggle as well as I thought. Things at home is disrupting my own schedules and it is time I stop worrying about Mum and worry about myself for a bit, at least for these next two weeks.

It really sucks what is happening right now and I wished I could do something more to wipe that frown on my mum's face because this is not fair to her at all. I don't blame her, this is consequences and today, I sincerely felt like crap. After trying to keep it in so much, I had to explain.

I do not appreciate it and I really am indifferent. Really. It numbs so much and I hope it blows away soon.