You know what's the problem with guys?

Before they have you, expect 4 e-mails, 67 sms, 39 calls from them everyday. Hear them take notice of every detail on your body, your accessories, your smile. Witty banter, anxious hoping. The more you shy away, the more they chase.

But after, oh my, who gives a flying fuck that you want to go to the beach to spend time with them? Who cares? ESPN is on, fucking drinking session that day. A date? Sure, tag along, why don't ya?

But all that's part and parcel, I understand but the most mind boggling thing right now are how they are willing to put themselves out there, hoping u'll pick them.

Why am i saying these?

There is an anon person I have been talking to. Met, talked, laughed. All in the name of friendship. At least for me. Untill he fell. Falling falling, dark abyss. With nothing to land on but cold hard TRUTH. And after you spell out, he starts saying that you are using him. FUCKING girl using a guy. ME! No matter how much you explain, they hear 'Bla Bla Bla', nonsense, was it?

Ah please. I had to tell him I got back with someone else, ok. And that he understood. STOOPID. Being honest doesn't pay.They'll never see it your way.

I am angsty. Let me be. Are there no more sane people?