This is just great.

This past week have been hell and back. I was dragged into class politics which, despite myself, I have to say drained both my eardrums and my energy. I finally got my ass up to ask Kenneth what he actually means by the e-mail he mass sent to the whole class and I guess I got his point and I am cool. Funny, how in the past when things like this used to happen, I did not give two hoots especially if all the bitching was about me. I guess part of me was astounded that this could happen to people aged like us. And part of me wonders, whether I should filter out what to say and how to act to people because now, I am walking around thinking they are all monsters, filled with teenage angst that I must be careful about provoking. Like from first year, it is always about how to play the game and truth be told, I am sick and tired of the game. I do not hate anyone, something I pride myself in, passing judgements that stick is not my cup of tea. I guess, no matter what, I try to give people the benefit of the doubt, that maybe, just maybe, they have some circumstances that push them to do certain stuff. Note that I am using them. Not you, not she, not he. THEM. Because there is no vast difference and I guess it's all the same.

Oh well.

I tell you, these past few days, I have been moving so fast, things have been moving so fast that I haven't had my comfort zone for awhile. Plus, it doesn't help that I am using that excuse to not move whenever I have extra time. Which translates into all those briyanis and pratas and shit being translated into fats that are not burning. I am a chubby girl now, happy but chubby. Ok, chubby and lazy. If I don't watch it, Imma be rolling around and you guys can use me as Santa Claus... or...hmm.. the turkey.OH GOD, more eating during Christmas?

No, Zulaikha, you cannot use every single occasion to EAT. Tsk. No no, Imma feel good during Christmas and Imma enjoy going to Sentosa one month later. With a bikini, hm... maybe I should buy a new bikini to motivate me.

Oh well.

I am currently saving up for my brother's Pedro shoes.

Wishlist:

• Navy green & black shorts
• Coloured pumps
• Coloured flip-flops
• Guess wallet
• Black&white top
• Brown&purple dress

K that's it for now.

It's 1am and I got to wake up in two hours so let's go get some shut eye. Talk about filial piety.