I am very the lapar.

Regan asked me why my posts are just repeats of what happens daily and why I have ceased to write about my own opinions which are out of the bitching context. And I pondered, "Have I stopped thinking at all?"

You see, I have this problem, when I start thinking, I will start brainstorming about any topic that might be linked to the primary worry and as hours passed, all my thoughts starts forming into a tangled web of nothingness. After which, I will start to worry. About what I could have done in the past, how to enhance my present and get prepared for my future. After which, I will trace all my thoughts back to what I was really worrying about and realise that I have forgotten about it. And then, I sleep with a frown on my face and the next morning when I wake up, the frown's still there.

Generation gap.

I seem to not understand this term. Personally, I cannot relate. I have always clicked well with people of all ages. The difference? I blend. It's not called conforming. No Siree, it's called embracing all that I can be. I can be that gossiping queen, I can be that rebel, I can be that loner, I can be that geek, I can be the best in the class, and all if I wanted to. And how much I wanted it. I have those sides but I know when to release it and to whom. I pity Regan though, he has seen sides he did not need to see. Psychotic bitch, I can be sometimes.

I got to go to sleep now, my dears. For tomorrow is a meeting for Business Finance. And if I don't sleep now, I'll freak out tomorrow morning when I realise I have overslept.

P.S: I have decided on a birthday present for me that I can only be getting in Sept after my 2 months holiday. Last month, I cancelled -Samsung d900 (Ultra Edition 12.9) and my darling -Ipod Nano 2gb off my list.

This holiday: SONY CYBERSHOT T10(Black)
HELL YEAH!