I feel something in my stomach. I don't know what but it feels like I can poop and puke at the same time. And yesterday(Monday), I was walking to school,happy because I was early, it being a new semester and a new week and all. And then it happened. I just cramped out, I was so sure it was menstrual cramp, I just stood there, not able to stand nor walk. After a painful ten minutes passed, I could finally walk. So I walked straight to the polyclinic and limped back home. After much recuperation, I decided I could get myself to go teach my two students in the afternoon.

And today, when I woke up, I felt it again. Though it was not another wave of pain, rather just minor aches, I contemplated on skipping school again. But I knew if this was to be a habit, it would be tough for me to break out of it and good ol' me went to school.

So, I was bombarded with projects and what-nots.

And lots of bitching in my class really helped. It takes the mind off things that I know would fill my mind if I had nothing to do or nothing to talk about. I went back home, though tired, finished the laundry, laid the dinner table, cleaned my room and now, I am going to finish up my project which needs to be handed up tomorrow.

I think I juggle being responsible for my own home, responsible for my own spending, juggling my school work, friends, boyfriend, family and myself well. And that takes a lot from me, sometimes, I wish for another life but I know that placed in a whole new situation, I would be a whole different person and I don't know if I would like that or not.

On another note, please do not categorize me. I am whatever I want to be. If I want to be this one day, I can be another person another day, so, I repeat, do not make the mistake of categorizing me. Really, unless you like being wrong.

So, let me go now. CIAO.

p.s: I started a journal on my weight loss plan. Or rather the journey of losing weight, which may/may not reach the destination. IF u want, tag me and I'll link u to that blog. Don't want, also can.