It seems a lil easier





zulaikha. Shamikha.blogspot.com says:
Bb, everyday I wake up and when u message me, I feel that everything's still a ok

zulaikha. Shamikha.blogspot.com says:
just knowing that you are still with me

zulaikha. Shamikha.blogspot.com says:
thank you

Regan says:
awww geeeeeeee

Regan says:
thanks you bb

Regan says:
for constantly putting a smile on my face

Regan says:
though u can be frustratingly kental sometimes

Have I told you guys how much I adore Regan? I do, and saying adore is already being subtle because I am this close to jumping and shouting a word that was once a taboo to even think about.

Honestly, these past few days have been a lil bit tough for me. Keeping in mind that some of it could be contributed by the fact that I was down with the flu+sorethroat epidemic which had my mind swirling in a cloudy haze. But most of it because of the two overgrown babies who are also unfortunately my parents.

Well, like what i said in my previous post, today, I started the day with a new slate and went on interviews with my brother. No luck so far. Maybe it's because I am like super choosy.
These days, I feel like everything's hanging on a thin thread. Scary, you know?
(sorry, this is random)

Regan's pissed because I forgot that I had dinner plans with his family and told him that I had plans with the girls. I sincerely forgot and he just treated me coldly. Now, I sincerely forgot. It's not that I put the girls before him or that the fact that he reminded me twice did not mean shit to me. I honestly forgot. My mistake but I don't think he can just give me the cold shoulder. Bah! To think I was writing about how much I missed him.
Told you, everything's hanging on a thin thread. It takes a lil push for everything to take a 180 degrees change, from ecstatic to confused once again.
Sometimes, the sensations you feel on a daily basis excites me but after a while, you just get a little numb and you dun give a half fuck if you lose everything.

And at times, you wish it would happen.