I seriously do not know what to say.
Girls are ALLOWED to feel, no?
Then why do i feel like a weakling now?

It's not his fault. Sometimes, i just feel so lonely, it hurts.

I wish i had sleeping pills because this pit in my stomach is getting deeper and more painful and i just long for tomorrow.
I hated how today was. Things happened lar, right? I guess both were not really in control of ourselves.

I need to make space for people in my life. Because at this rate, i'll be a koala just clinging on to u.
I am sorry to expect things from you. Assuming u can read between my lines well. How i act when i crave ur attention, how i act when i am trying to tell u that u mean a lot to me, how i act when i really need somebody and i want that somebody to be u.

I guess this is when age comes in. I still need a listening ear sometimes. Believe it or not, i am not always at the top of my game and when i fall, i just hope you have enough patience to help me up, instead of leaving me alone to sort myself out.

The core of my unsettlement is perhaps due to the fact that i am afraid to care for somebody so much and not have anyone care that much for me. Which is stupid, i know.

Life is long, i need to chill.