Once again, we seem to hit another Friday. But well, i ain't exactly happy but well, nobody's gonna wait for me to be happy. Life goes on.

Yesterday, i managed to pack up some of my things, which is only a meagre amount of clothes(which is so about to change) and my last semester's books(which my brother wants me to keep just in case he goes back to school), and my bags. I feel sad that i am about to leave this house because i have just grown accustomed to it. Oh well, at least there would be an air conditioning unit in my room for those days where beads of sweat just forbids me to get comfortable and get some shut eye.

Was looking through my past posts and i realise i am only doing what is on my resolutions for 2004(!) now! I am so way behind but i am glad i stepped up to it, nevertheless. Better late than never,right? Now, there is 3 mnths left to 2006, let's chase the resolutions i have yet to achieve now.

• To lose weight -Status: I lost 3 kg tis year. Bad. Not enough.
• To not have laziness be a hindrance to me - Status: I am very proud of this one. I used to be so lazy,i wun go to school for 4 whole days and just roll in bed. 4 Days!
• To be more agressive, confidence in what i say and do.(Since i am full of uncertainties) - Status: Need lots of help
• To save up -Status: Slowly but surely
• Exercise discipline - Status: I get to work and have only taken two days off. Woots!
• Learn to cook- Status: LOL.'nuff said.
• Clear my wishlist -Status:Slowly but surely

Had a terrible dream yesterday night. And a stupid one, at that. Yesterday, i was reading Dawn Yang's blog to see what the hoopla about her was all about. And i dreamt that she and I were best friends. I find her gorgeous, just to get that clear. And so, i introduced Regan to her. So, everything was fine and dandy.

Me and Regan were staying in this chalet kinda place. It was real nice with a high ceiling and all. So, we were cuddled up in a big bean bag watching 'Army of Darkness' (trust me, this was part of the nightmare. STUPID movie. Insane!) and we were casually talking. And i asked him, what did you think of Dawn Yang? And he anwered she was nice. And i said, Nice in bed ah? And he gave me a look that said, 'How the fuck did she know?' And i asked him, did he sleep with her after i introduced them? And he gave me a sheepish smile(!) and said yeah.

LIKE WTF?!? And i got so pissed, i started beating him up, like seriously, he was bleeding and his nose was broken and all he did was to give me a creepy smile. SO FUCKING SCARY. I remember in the dream, i even tried pinching myself so that i knew it was a dream but i did not wake up. I thought it was for real siah. I woke up with a jump and let out a relieved sigh. Like what the fuck, right?? LOL.

Wait, haven't finish yet. I fell asleep again and the dream continued! Apparently, he did not feel any remorse and i was hurting like mad. I started clearing my stuff from that house.Psst, i chanced upon this pictre of myself in a bikini looking like a model,(things like this always happen in dreams). But that was not the point. (The bikini was so nice!) THAT'S NOT THE POINT! Then he was listening to his Ipod(he hates Ipod, he is a Creative guy) and mopping the kitchen floor(?) completely ignoring me. And he told me that he was kidding. The kinda thing someone would say to just end the drama. And for a moment, i felt guilty for over reacting but i went with my instincts and left. SO INSANE!

Firstly, he wouldn't cheat. Secondly, why is dawn yang in the picture? Thirdly, i won't be so psycho as to beat him up. And fourth, i would never look like a model.(once again. this is irrelevant)

But i would like that bikini though.

Haiyoh! stupid dream siah! Anyway, i got to go now. I can't access the tagboard now because my internet's down and the office blocks Cbox so, wait ah, if there is any tags. *hint hint. Go tag!