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Thursday, September 14, 2006

-Life's like that.

So many years, i have always tried to find someone easy going, relaxed, witty, who dun give life much consideration and everyday's a party for him.In short, a dreamer. Someone who thinks out of the box. Which explains why for so long, i have always been with guys that i experience temporary happiness with but they come up with out-of-the world theories about life and how they handle it makes me scratch my head. And they always got dumped. Which lead to me asking, what exactly did i want?

Apparently, i did not have to find any answer to that at all because i found someone i truly like. And i don't feel just temporary happiness, it is becoming almost inbuilt. And the weirdest part is that, he is the total opposite of me. On how we view life, sure, some of the credit goes to the number of years he has been walking on the planet, but oh my, opposites do attract. Though our characteristics are scarily similar, our principles differ so very much. But like any other things i take seriously, i ain't gonna whine and shit and doubt anything or our relationship because with every new thing i learn about him, instead of fighting to get our own message across to the other and get pissed off that that person is unwilling to bend, i decide to embrace it. Because every difference being discussed, every tabboo topic, means the relationship is serious as effort is evident. It is no fling, not the usual I-can't-take-it-i-feel-so-depressed-let's-break-up-eventhough-i-know-i-dun-want-to kinda relationship. There is room for only one perfectionist in a relationship and only one dreamer. You mix them together, u get lessons.

Ya, ok. That was mushy or not, i dunnoe. Just penning down my thoughts.