Suddenly, i am beginning to feel very excited about the chalet though i wished i didn't have to work on Thursday. The permission from my mom who just grounded me is still pending so i don't know yet whether i am staying over. So, i am just gonna tell them on Wednesday itself.

He is bacccck! Leaving work early today so that i could spend a lil bit of time with him. Sigh. Sucks being grounded. I have never been grounded in my entire life before from my tampines mum. Oh well, different family, different rules huh? But after the talk i had with my mum yesterday, i think i dun mind so much.

Me being broke is another thing bloody pissing me off.
Whatever lah.I am just blogging to fill my time till it is 6. Today, Syarifah msged me something i found rather amusing. Halfway sorting out the tax invoices, i recieved a msg that said, 'Zuzu, you are so scary! I can smell you in the library!'. Now... what perfume did i use back in my JC days? OH...True star from Tommy Hilfiger. She still remembers how i smell. Now if that isn't sweet, i dun know what is. She is currently having her prelims now and yes, darls, i am gonna do something which is not in my habit even for myself. I am going to pray for you because i sincerely want to see you do well, and tell me that you are accepted in a University.

This lead me to ponder. Sometimes, i enter a new environment with no intentions of meeting new people or making friends, because i think i am blessed enough that i found Hani, Bib, Nys, Sha, Fi and Li in secondary school. And whatever we went through together could have broken any other friendships and eventhough i express deep dislike for the things that my friends do, i know deep within myself that i love them more than anything else. And the best part is, i love them all differently.

Hani, I love her first and foremost for her smile and i know that if anything were to happen to me, she would be the first to cry. Even before i do. Bib, she is the one that knows me really inside out and it amazes me that she still have that spark in her eyes when she sees me because the ugly side of myself that i have shown to her would have made half the population run away. Nys, the tender care that cannot be erased no matter what goes on in her life. She would flip for joy when she knows we all are meeting. Sha..where do i start? A rollercoaster friendship we have. From total adoration to deep hatred and so on. But who am i kidding? I still have a soft spot for this insane girl. The best part is, i really went through everything in detail with her. From ups,down,lukewarm,examinations,parties,tears, you name it.Fi, the more i get to know her, the deeper i feel for her, from being just the clown of the millenium with her sarcastic remarks and her amusing expressions, she has opened up to be much more than what i expected. Dun expect sweetness from her, she'll tell it to your face. And li...erm...I just do adore her. Eventhough she has been missing.

Due to this, i find it a waste of time to socialize but life has a funny way of suprising you. I found Fiz when i least expected, she knows me more than i know myself, i think. I just know that if i tried a lil harder, i could meet new people. But i'd rather follow the flow and see what life has in store for me. But for now, i feel very lucky. Yes, i believe in luck.

And i found you too baby. Who could have guessed. Interesting turn of events indeed.

Anyway, i found out that i can ton on Wednesday but there is a catch. I would have totally no money. None, zilch. Nada. Bleagh.
Hope bib calss me today, can explain to her the situation. My prepaid's a lil low. hmmm... let's plan this shit.