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Thursday, July 13, 2006

Suddenly, i wonder.

Just wondering about everything.
About how even the tightest friendship could just loosen itself up as time goes by, about how family does not mean security, how home lost its meaning, how too much education robs us of our childhood, how disappointment seems to weigh so heavily in people's heart all around the world. About how bonds give u leeway to do certain things to people you wouldn't normally do, about how u are trapped in only one body which magnifies the word loneliness, about how maybe people who only think about themselves are onto something, about religion and how misleading it is to so many.

So many things that makes me wonder whether carving ur own path, not in life, but in creating ur own comfort zone takes so much freaking effort that it's even worth trying to create. This ain't depression, ain't no angry teenage angst. I love life. But now what i am wondering is, why is everyone in a rush? Where are they going? Why all the questions? Why all the walls?

At this point of time, i am thinking too hard about things, everything seems foreign to me. The world i was in just shattered and fixed itself back and which is now just holding on with the glue called hope in just two years.

I ask myself, is this what i have always wanted? Or not?
What am i talking about? Nothing specific, just wondering.
Just fucking wondering.