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Monday, July 24, 2006

Ok, i got to snap out of it. I got to get back to examination mode. Just for the next 3 weeks.

Please Zulaikha, you can do this. You can freaking do this.
Econs presentation tomorrow. Must wear formal. If you are thinking why there is a current increase of entries with pictures, it is because i have a digicam in my possesion and i just feel like snapping away. Which is stupid because i have not been doing things out of the ordinary lately.
My life had been reduced to school, Regan, family and a splash of the tots here and there.

Somehow, i wish i was transported back to the time where i had nothing to do,when i was working and could do as i pleased. But then again, i want to really indulge myself in school and whatever i am doing instead of just getting it over and done with.

Gosh, give me some things to do. Something new. Trekking, sports, anything to break me out of this insane drudgery. I wanna play soccer. Regan told me he thinks i should play. Yeah, then i would finally understand what it is about guys and soccer. I think i wanna go for a jog today. Or bonk a lot. Either one. I just wanna get my ass up and moving. Sick and tired of lazing around.
I want mental, physical, emotional stimulation. The only stimulation i have now is him. Tsk, and then when i am left all alone, it goes into hibernation mode. Fucking insane siah.

Coming up.
This week: packed with presentations.
Next week: Study mode.

Resolved to drink one full bottle of water before any meal.
Going shopping, i guess. It's hard to anticipate when the odds of you going shopping depends on the mood of ur emotionally unstable parents. Bah humbug. I wanna wooork and get ma own moolah for a bit.
Wish me luck ya'alls.