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Friday, July 14, 2006

Just came back home from Regan's soccer thingy down at Alexandra Hospital. Was supposed to go for dance but while walking to the interchange, the day seemed too nice to waste in school again, especially on a Friday. I think i would be changing my practice days to Weds because Fridays are just too sacred to be spending in school, eventhough it is for doing something i totally adore.It has been awhile since i honed my interest for dance. Now, the steps i go through on my own seems to be more monotonous and without much cheorography. So i gather, i really have to start flexing my bodies to more steps which are based on counts instead of just letting the beat engulf me.

These past few days have been hectic. The reason behind it is not so much of the workload eventhough it has significantly increased which i don't find such a big shock considering the fact that my attendance list might be mistaken for a part-time student to whoever who takes a look at it. Eventhough i know i brought this upon myself, i feel that i have the right to complain about it on my blog and to the ones dearest to me. So if you happen to be the unlucky handful, please just invest in good earmuffs, give appropriate sympathetic nods and gaze at me with affectionate eyes. I would be more than satisfied. Then i won't disturb you anymore. Unless i really really like you. *winks. Muax, baby.

I guess after this entire week, the time i had during his soccer really did calm me down. Like, the alone time i had. No thoughts, no rush to get organized and plan the next step, whether i could have done something better with my time. I just sat there and just enjoyed the songs from his Mp3, looking at them just having the time of their life, kicking the ball around(Guys!) and knowing that he is there.

The reason behind why i feel so strange now is because it has been a loong time since i was really interested in getting good grades because all the expectations have been removed, like a weight off my shoulders. It feels nice, finally knowing that I am doing this for myself.

Hani and the rest are going for a gig. Alternative gigs, not a big fan. And i thought i was going for dance anyway.so sorry girls.

Enough chatting, gotta do something. I dun know where to start.
Ciaoz.