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Wednesday, July 19, 2006

Gosh, me and my brother are such babies. We were very close in the past and lately, we have not been meeting much for the last 3 months. He was hurt by it and i was too. Due to our busy schedules, it was almost impossible to meet him even for a simple game of pool.

Yesterday, while at school, i met him, waiting for Dell,(his gf) and i was like, 'hey, how come he didn't tell me he was free today?' He was going home the same time i was heading home. He thought that after that, we could finally meet up but i was going to see Regan play soccer and he got pissed saying i do not even make time for him. I have a soft spot for him, i don't know why but when it comes to him, i can be 60 years old and still want my younger sister rights and affection from him. I was hurt siah . In the midst of it all, i scribbled down a letter which said:

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Dear Khalid,
I know these past months, we suddenly drifted apart and i know most if is because of the fact that i actually have Regan with me right now and school which translates to less time with you. And u are working too and u have Dell.
But i really think that we could come to a compromise and if u talk to me instead of telling me suddenly that u wanna be with me and then get pissed off, disappointed cause i got other plans. Mumbling to urself falls under the same category.
I understand that you are a bit grouchy because of the lack of sleep and u must be crazy to think that the position in which i held you in have diminished. I still feel the same joy when i see u.And then i get transported back to the time when it was just u and me against the world.
Maybe i don't mean much to you anymore, the way u can just huff me away but i think that we can salvage the closeness we had if u even want to.You have to undersatnd that i have commitmetnts too and yes, u are mine as well. Not just by chance but i really do wanna spend time with u.
But i would appreciate it if u would ask and talk to me instead of expecting me to know.
I apologize for not asking u but the way u huff me away and say things like, "Yeah right, she's not my sister." It hurts which is so weird because i can feel so on top of myself and yet feel so 'baby-ish' and crave for ur brotherly affections.
I don't know what u would feel now. Hell, you might even chuck it in the dustbin but i miss you.
K, i am crying .
i really do miss u.
Love,
Your younger sister.

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Everyone go, AWWW..
He replied back to me,(i know, i know how kental we are), we live in the same house for goodness' sake.

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To my retarded sister,
You think that i don't love you.Can u pls not be stupid? You think that I just huffed you away just like that. I was too tired and i gave myself the reason to get pissed so that i can get the chance to sleep.I, of course, understand your state. You,Regan, school,me, Dell,work. It's the same. Dun worry so much ok? Love you. I will of course go out with you one day. And pls dun misunderstand me and i am truly sorry for hurting you unnecessarily.

Your irritating brother,
Khalid
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Now i just think that we are very much kentals when it come to sweet and mushy stuff.

.The end.