I think imma get the normal sombre blogskin. The template ones where it comes together with blogger. i think it makes u look smarter, right? I dun know, fleeting thoughts everywhere.
I think today has been the most alive i have felt ever after what i feel like a gajeelion years. The pain i went through was excruciating. Damness. Bless the soul of the creator of antibiotics. I totally adore you from right about now till eternity. And all the calamine lotion and Johnson's baby lotion i used for my heat rash have given birth to such smooth skin. I think i am an addict now. Totally love this feeling. Whoah.

Had a tiff. Minor one with Regan about my freaking insecurities. haiz, i guess after meeting him, i gave myself some leeway to be a lil more comfortable being in my own skin and then the whole plunging into the boozefest and getting sick, the way i could not do anything to rectify my insecurity just began to summon up inside of me like a black hurricane you see in Charmed. So, i guess that's it.Back to taking care of myself again because an insecure kental is no more attractive than my neighbour's girlfriend. Who is sooooooooo ugly.

ooh. ooh. Me and Regan are officially attached. SO corny right? I know. Both of us are not really into the whole thing but i think it feels pretty damn right to me. Just to make it clear to people. Plus, he looks hot when he is angry. Grrr...

I feel so cooped up for so long that now i feel lost. I wasted my holidays ok! I did not go and rebond my hair. Fought with my family, got sick. did not go KL. Did not even go clubbing!!! Thank god, i met him. And the tots. *phew. Now, it feels so weird going back to school when i actually have 3 days MC. My mum's having an off day too and she wants me to clean the house with her because some asshole is coming around to evaluate the house. Yeah, we are shifting again. To god knows where. Gonna get my bike or car license by then. Dun care. This is just great.
School was near. I knew how long it will take exactly for me to go to the interchange from my house and at what speed already,k. The bus was also quite accessible to go to Tamp. Now?!?
*sigh. I think i shall be adult about the whole matter and go like, whatever mum....i'll adapt.
I'll only be with you for a couple of years more only...*muffled laughs.
Bwuahahaha....
*Walks away rubbing my belly.