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Friday, June 23, 2006

How long have i not blogged? Gosh, thinking of not blogging at all now.
We'll see.

My mouse is failing me right now. It can only go from side to side, not up and down and i am doing everything using just the keyboard. Turns out, i am pretty skilled at it too. Gotta reboot it. Anybody know how to?
Better burn all the songs into a CD or a thumbdrive. .

Many complications at home. Was on the brink of moving out until i decided to stay and stick this one out for the betterment of my future and screw anyone who says otherwise. I think i am just learning to do or say stuff that i really want to do or say unlike the past where my only goal of saying and doing anything is to please others. Right now, i say what i mean.

Besides my computer being down with the bug, i have been pretty much camatosed myself. I know you do not want me to say thanks again but i would much rather do it here in black and white. Thanks for taking care of me baby, changing the towels on my forehead. I was burning up man. Thought i was in hell the way i was burning. Had the whole thing siah,

Heat rash, tonsilitis, fever, nausea, flu, cough. Sigh. Was not much fun to be with this weekend and i dun blame you for watching the game while taking care of me. There's only a limited time you can stare at my swollen, red face and not get bored or disgusted.

I still do not feel well. Since i did not come home yest without really informing anyone, i got grounded. Just a lil. Look on the bright side, i would be having more time for my ICA 2's when school reopens. I can't wait! I think i should get a pencilbox.

Eventhough the marks from my ICA 1 was okay, the marks that i know of ah, i do not want to take it for granted. I know it will be tougher. Get prepared.

I think me and Regan have entered another stage eventhough we are not in a real realtionship,(dun ask, it's complicated) where it is not all happy chirpy sweet talk. Like we are slowly getting to know each other, one day at a time. Sometimes, i wonder though, why we click so well. Eventhough the things we think about are similar and our opinions dun differ that much, we are actually poles apart in one area.

There are people who look at their goals and rush head first to the destination, not thinking much about the steps that they have to take. Whereas there is another person who think about the goal and analyses every move and step he has to take to reach the goal. I am the former and he, the latter. There is no better or right or wrong way, just the way things goes. I think i am more like 'live every single day as it comes' while he plans ahead. Nothing wrong. Just the way we are. hmm....interesting. We could teach each other a thing or two.

I tell you, i have been putting on calamine lotion all over myself because of the heat rash and now that it is a lil better, it feels and looks like there is a layer of clear plastic wrapping on my body. Whatever lah.

I can't believe i haven't rebonded my hair. I can't be bothered now since i am sick but i know that once school starts, it's gonna get on my nerve.

Going KL next weekend but i am kinda reluctant because of the cash. I dun feel nice him paying for eveything. Go ahead, girls, scratch your heads, but i really dun. *sigh.....

I dun even know why i am blogging. Oh yeah, waiting for him to finish walking Pedro. Ciaoz.