Right now, i am going to tell you things that a normal and decent lady are not supposed to tell the world, but i will go ahead anyway.

I am such a goondu head!!
A total blardie goondu head, yeah, i can see all you people just nodding your head slowly, totally terrified that i am gonna swing one of my infamous punches smacked right there on your arm. But i am going to let it pass this time. Because i AM a goondu head. K, i'll carry on.

You know what is it with poly and trying to look all cool. K, not TP but this is very-the-true in NYP. You have to be cool and this is even more for me because i am considered the sister of the guy with the Aprilia who was kicked out because he was too cool. *Puke. So, after one week of getting to know people in my class, it was rest assured that i would not be uncomfortable in school anymore because i was really starting to like my class. Until i unveiled the horror that i was actually supposed to be in another class!

Jeng Jeng Jeng.

Yeah, it is okay right? I mean, you can meet new friends and just form new cliques? *ah tuey ah!
The class was crawling with primary school-like kids. Some of them were nice though. But there was this one China girl that was pissing me off. She looks like fuck but she speaks a tad too much, i feel like sticking a used tampon in her mouth. Gosh, she looks like those chinese with beady eyes, and round specs, the one my grandmama used. And everytime she speaks, white foam gathers at the corner of her mouth. GRRR... why am i so hard on her, because she dared to make racist jokes to me. Not the normal 'mat calling indians keling' joke but something that was really meant to insult, not just to joke around. And she had the cheek to wave at me sweetly when we bumped in the shopping arcade. I did not hesistate to slam the Cheers door in her face. Fucking banana.

Anyway,I made it to the Foreigh Bodies audition like i knew i would. *snigger. Really, i knew it!

I am a bigger goondu now. You know why? Because i finally have my internet but the thing is, i cannot connect it in my room. K, i'll admit something k? I suck at computer. I dun like the whole mechanical or technical or whatever it is about the computer. And i could not wait for the internet so instead of asking them to install it for me, Stubborn old me just had to take the cash and carry, convincing myself that i can do it myself and nothing is going to stop me. So, i gleefully rubbed my hands together and tried fixing it up.

There i was sweating and slaving while the wires wound around my feet causing me to fall but i still reached for survival and got up and never gave up. Finally, i lugged the whole computer(i do nt have a laptop, mind you. A blardie PC complete with the CPU that haven't really gone away into lost civilisation with the primates) into the living room and got into the internet!!Whoopee!
Eventhough my ass is hurting right now and i really need to smoke. My satisfication is enough and it is better cause i didn't give up. Three cheers for Zulaikha. Hip hip...HURRAY!!

I dun noe why but these past few days i seem to run out of interesting people to talk to besides my normal kaki. So i just msged Rinish, Nil, Gwen and stuff. And there, problem solved. Sometimes, i think that i get bored and depressed unnecessarily because when people ask me out,i think they are just trying to take my alone time away from me but when they go away, i think they hate me. Patrick understands.

Anyway, Shaun, if you are reading this, I demand you to come back here! How dare you give me short notice!! You know that we still have to find that durian shake. (which is by the way, pure yucks). I keep getting people who are coming to Singapore at the brink of just nice timing or too late. Shaun have left.And guess who is back? Nil is back. Arriving from Perth for 4 days! Yes! That too after what happened. hmm...nvm. Dan is in Thailand. Everyone's travelling. My friend sis is in Bali, not that i know her but still, why is everyone travelling?HAiz, i dun like this one bit.

Gotta go sleep and lug this whole comp back to my room. Gosh, can't wait for my router to arrive then at least i can surf in my room. The simple pleasures is so hard for me to reach but it IS reachable so i ain't complaining.