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Thursday, March 16, 2006

I knew there was something wrong. I knew i shud not have used my heart.

I refuse to let sadness overcome me.
Someone once told me anger, sadness, lust, jealousy are all emotions and emotions can be supressed.
I totally agree.The only thing we cannot control though is love and out of all the tom, dick and harries in the world, i get someone who is most likely to hurt me to love. Why is that the case for many woman. I know i got what it takes to have a buffet,then why do i insist on economic rice, you know.
I refuse to be jade. I refuse to be one of those people who smile yet their eyes dun sparkle.
Feelings are what your heart tell you it is.
For example, you might feel that a cat being run over by a car was funny untill you actually see it. People change, circumstances change. then why?

I love him. Deeply do.
We have reached a point of mutual understanding. Something i thought i could never achieve with anyone let alone Narin.
Then he tells me that he has to leave for London. I refused to believe him but it is true. I saw the ticket.
I can't believe it.
I am heartbroken.