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Saturday, February 11, 2006

Horoscope for today,

"Your feelings couldn't be stronger than they are right now for a certain someone. You need to express these feelings so that everyone involved understands"

If you must know, i subscribe to daily horoscope that will arrive on my phone everyday at 11.30am. Sometimes, it is spot on, sometimes it just doesn't make sense. Like what you just read, i dun think it applies at all. Who are they( assuming that this is not just another game where they just put pieces of paper with quotes on them and pick them out from the fishbowl) talking about? Cannot be Narin since this is the most emotionally detached from him before and it feels pretty darn good. Noting the fact that he is on a vacation to KL with michelle now, maybe fucking right this moment. I have accepted the fact that i am going to let him go as he is one of the most toxic thing that is influencing me right now. Amen.

Well, something irritating happened to me. Ok, this guy named 'Ajit' tried to get to know me from Friendster. Then we started talking on msn. After msn-ing numerous times, we finally exchanged numbers. We started talking on the phone and he asked me out on V-day. I said okay, i mean, like, what is the harm? He seemed nice, quite attractive, nervous though but nevertheless, cute. I have had enough of people who treats me badly so once in a while, indulging in a guy's sincere attention could be nice.

Then, he asked me something rather strange,
"Is looks important to you?"

I said," Yes, it is. I dun expect a Giorgio Armani model but attraction is important to me."

He grew silent.

That was when i started to get suspicious about him.

Images of news about '50 year old's posing as young eligible men, trying to get to know innocent 13 year old girls flashed through my mind. Eventhough innocent is by far the most unlikely word i am ever going to call myself and most 50 year olds dun even know how to use the computers. Still,i got scared and paranoid.

Then he told me in a sullen and suddenly serious voice that he had something important to tell me but he cannot tell me on the phone. I took it that he had no balls to do that and even if he did, it would be the size of a 'kacang rebus'. He told me to go to my friendster inbox as he had left me a message explaining what he has to say. So, 'happy ol' me' went to check and there it was, he gave his real pic. Sigh, i dun understand why he had to lie. Ok, i kinda do. I hate getting to know people on the net. He was a 40-ish Indian guy who looks like one of my stepfather's friend. I would show you his pic but it would be, i dun know,.. mean.

Argh, i am mean anyway so whoever wants to see, pls tag me.

This week have released a lot of burden for me. My embezzlement case is dropped. I paid it already yesterday. I walked into FLUID with the imagination that they see me as a bald ex-confict, dressed in stripes taking very slow strides towards the office with my head hung in shame. But to my amazement, they still greet me with the same enthusiasm as before i even tried to CHEAT their company. I started to visibly relax and went to lunch with Farhan who was having his break. Being the gentlemen that he was. i did not have to fork out a single cent which "unemployed me" appreciated. Then we went to Beer Cellar and had some drinks to celebrate our reunion after a very long time.

Me and Farhan share a very deep bond that existed due to the close proximity as work colleagues but till now, i have this sense of comfort whenever we talk. The comfort where it would just be weird to think of our relationship as anything but friendship.

After FLUID, went to meet Hani but not before accidentally bumping into Ayeesha and Nys, who i thought was supposed to be in town. Apparently, the plans changed. So, met Hani and Bib. Played some pool, had some deep talks, shared some tears, namely bib's tears(dun worry gerl, u optimistic piece of sunshine would get pass anything) and started walking to As-Salihin, met my brother. Actually, the real reason for waiting for him is not because of the fact that i wanted to slack with him or any of his obnoxious friends who made fun of a fat girl for 1 whole hour, much to the agitation of my brother who hates this kind of jokes that are over-the-top critism.The reason i was even there is because taking the bike would mean faster transportation back home. Even though some of their jokes did cause bubbles of mirth to escape here and there, it soon got stale so me and my brother made our way home, marking the end of yet another day.

Today, which is a Sat, however, held many promises of a fun weekend.Flora called today for another dance gig in this place near Bugis. Which means, i am going to have cash! Finally...
After which my cousin invited me and my brother to this place near FLUID for a private function and then proceeding to Desire, perhaps. I think i am going to skip the private function, in favour of the dance gig. This was so not the plan for today, actually. It was supposed to be going to double O as Zack(the guy that me and sha made friends with) was having a farewell party before going away to Aust again and also as one of his friends was having a birthday party.
But well, i'd rather make some dough.

Oh well, will get back to ya guys soon aite. Oh ya, tell me if you want to see the guy!