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Sunday, December 4, 2005

Time. 4 words which means something you can never capture. Never relive. Which could also mean doing something you regret that you can never undo. Something that is not on my side.

Working @ FLUID has been tiring. Well, the pay is good so.. a week's pay can surmount to my previous two week's pay. The best thing is that it's concept is a restaurant...so all i do on a regular day is shake legs. groove to the music, get as much drinks as i want, close tha place and fuck off. The disadvantage is that the place could get a lil bit too 'minah'. Actually just one minah that freaking make me wanna pour vodka cranberry on her head. Just got my pay so.. woohoo.. Wait.. i dun even have time to go anywhere to spend it, which is kinda good actually. Except for the festives where the christmas SALES start pouring in and all the clubs come up with weird new themes. (Rouge turns two on dec 17!)

Went to meet jay after werk with murni and all. Went to someone's condo and started swimming. Refreshing. but cold. Oh well. Laughter. Tears. Joy. Sorrow. Everything came out.

What do you do when whatever you do is being scrutinised, like being judged upon. What did i do that will possibly trigger people's attention. I mean i am practically stuck at werk or at home half of the time. I dun understand. But i need to get this straightened out. Fast.

Went to bib's sis wedding too late. Sorry bib.. but at least i made it.. And now i am in Tampines. UGh! i miss my mum.

'I want to be contented. Not succumb to expectations.'