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Sunday, December 18, 2005

Listening to: my stomach churning.


I am delighted, ecstatic, beyond cloud nine or thirteen even.
I feel so contented, my cheeks hurt cause i smile too much.

Suddenly, uncertainties dun intimidate me as much anymore as i would rather just experience it.If anyone's wondering if me and Narin is really off, it had been over a long time ago.
Was reading through all my previous posts. O level's, my breakup with Rajiv, my depressed part of my life, Ab, fights, and i realise that i dun talk about Narin much. That explains it.

Reading back on what Ab and me went through, the personal struggles within ourselves that we had, i really never imagined that this would ever happen. Ever.
And i am really glad it did. Whatever is in the future is not ours to see. So que sara sara...
After a heavy chat with him and finally aknowledging the truth, we got so much closer.
When we fight, it would be put so simply, which is refreshing rather that the mind games that i had with Narin and even Rajiv.

Went to O bar with Ab yesterday with a few of his reservist friends after we fought. At first, things was formal. Then we started to feel like the past again where we would slowdance at the stretch of the road beside SMU. The whole crowd disappeared and it was just me and him for a while. He said that he's scared and i said that too. Life's a thrill.

He said: 'Will you be mine?' *swoons.
I said: 'If u are mine, i dun see the sense of me being another's'

I really dun know what is in store but seriously, i dun care. We might just end tomorrow but till then, i will enjoy today. 'numsaying?

I got a new digicam but i forgot where i put the wire to connect it to the comp. So got to buy it.
Then my blog is going to be so much more..visual.

Did not go to work today.Met Hani and Bib instead at CB. Went to play pool, with the loser's seat that Hani conquered. Lek sua gerl..
Now, got this thing in my stomach that is hurting like hell. * makes a twisted face*.

I feel so motivated to study and work and everything. To FINALLY start on my room.
Anything.

My face will be in nightlife.sg again. For the third time. Woohoo! I feel so Julia Roberts now.
Will post it up,k?


He created a poem fer me...*swoons and drop dead.*