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Thursday, December 8, 2005

Glad that all the storm has settled down to a calm sea breeze.

Talked to Narin that i did not want to end on a fucked up note. I dun like that. Leaving things with hostility. So we'll remain friends cause if he is not a boyfriend, he is actually a nice guy to just hang out with. I don't have time for all this bullshit anymore. So if he wants to try, by all means, go ahead, but dun say i did not warn him. i cannot get in a relationship ah.

A big fight happened at work recently and all because of me. The floor and the bar have always not been on good terms before. When the place is busy, everyone tend to get very harried and just want to do their own job properly and when we can't, we get pissed off.
Ash(my floor manager) is fighting for me and my 'kaki for stealing vodka cranberries from the bar'' Farhan's higher pay if i stay with him next month, i am not even sure if i will remain. A lot of attractive job offers. Thank god for contacts.

The fight was due to a heart-to-heart talk with Ash about how i feel. So i told him that i want to quit cause i just cannot click with these two girls called 'bird?' and Aida. So Ash had this meeting with the bar people which is them lah. Cause these bar people have caused many floor staff to quit with their attitude. Somehow the message got conveyed that i wanted to quit because bird shouted at me which is stupid cause nothing of the sort happened. But we got it all sorted out. Then we all went to Living room to just relax our poor feet and drink. After which we went home. All's good at work. A new china girl just started working and they call her porn princess. sial betol. tak baik siak. we are having a chalet next week, can't wait!

My niece naming ceremony is tomorrow. The chosen name is Rashalika. you heard it here first. Fucked up, i can't show her to you guys. Wait ah.

I am really sorry Jay. If you happen to be reading this, i dun want to hurt you but i am not like last time anymore. I dun wish to get into relationship and emotional stuff. i have people i truly love and i dun have time for them and i dun know how i can even think of you. Sorry.

'If i love somebody, they dun need to love me back cause love is selfless and never spiteful"