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Friday, October 7, 2005

Sorry for the long absence i have subjected you guys to. Not that anyone cares and if you do then do not..i repeat do not forget to tag. i am blogging half-heartedly cause i find my blog so fucked up. Wait ah.

So well, was in Yishun all the way from Monday till Friday this week with only my brother to release my tantrums, my euphoria, my tears and everything. I felt like such a loser. Like a lone ranger. Well, my mum is still crazy but me and my bro have decided one thing. Fuck. Now we are doing this for ourselves. Finally.

I know there is a big possibility that everyone is going to go tsk tsk after this but guess what i have two self confessed boyfriends. Man..now blogging again hae made me realised how much you guys missed.

Okay, i will let you guys catch up with me and my dating spree aites? Then we will move on to the more serious stuff. K, remember Ash, the guy who came from Australia? So he came here supposedly only for two days. So yep, we went out, shopped. then talked, went to Desire where we met Shy-n and Sha..Grr!! wanted to work but oh well..the place was boring so we headed back. I got the True Star perfume. OMG! got reminded of the days i worked as a sales promoter selling that. After that, went into a barrade of excuses of why i cannot be with him and well, he was stuck, he did not want to go home for 5 days, all of which he spent alone cause i was freaked out at how serious he was. Whatever.

Then i met this guy named Narin at Gotham. He is so freaking rude that i was intrigued by him, i dunnoe why. He was intrigued that i was rude. Well, cut the story short, i thought he was a playboy who was out to get me but there came a point of time that i was so mad at him for something he did not do and i did not know how much it affected him so untill he called me at 6 am the next morning shouting and yelling( he always shouts on the phone without him realising it) at how much he loves me. Those who really know me would know that i freak out whenever someone tell me he loves me so i was. But well, he took it that i said yes when i did not say anything and you now the whole sweet promises about treating me like a princess. We will see.

It doesn't help that at 2am the same morning, this guy named Ashraff Khan, who i got to know and starting to admire also asked me to be his. He is so smart i tell you. Actually it started out as an interview to work as a cabin crew in Emirates, he interviewed me and then we clicked. Believe it or not. And he also took it that i said yes. What am i supposed to do?

haha. oh well.dun worry i am now laying down my cards and see what they have to offer. i will dispense with one, two-timing is just not my thing.

Well, School is now coming to an end.Your head! Exams just started. Malay was okay. Gp was moderately challenging. I got a irregularity report for my late assignment in Project Work, one of the most important examinations to go to the Uni. I still got two more chances before i get barred. Writing Report and also my Insights and Reflection assignment.
I am going to give up on maths, for now, untill i get into J2 and this means that when people are working and having fun, i have to discipline myself to finish one year of maths. No problem as long as you get me in freaking J2. I am freaking out i tell you. Got to get my head cleared and not worry about anything for one more week except for one more sinful pleasure. The tots are going to Club Momo tomorrow to see our kental Nys strut her stuff on stage once more.

Oh and one more thing..HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO OUR STUPID IRRITATINGLY FUNNY FITOT!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU! We have a suprise..*evil laughs*