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Friday, October 14, 2005

I allow all of you people to start laughing in my face. seriously all of you.
Ashraff's height ends at my shoulder.

*deafening silence.
*Roars of laughter.

*Zulaikha stands still with her head down while eveyone points their finger and laugh at me.

Sometimes, when you hang around with people who are way up there in terms of qualifications and attitude and you possess a moderately strong confidence level, you tend to pull yourself as you realise comparatively, you dun have much to offer yet. Because of this, people who know me like the tots, jc friends, shyanne, ilie would be suprised to see how Zulaikha changes when confronted by these guys. She practically melts into a pool of goo and allows guys to treat her like shit.

The thing that made me realise this is how Narin the other guy started treating me. Listen to this and see how your blood boil.
He calls you at 6am an asks you to come over to his place. Despite only having a few hours of sleep, you went, reaching his place at eight. And he did not even wait for you, locking his room door and locking you out of his room for half an hour and later opening the door wihout a sorry. and leaving me alone while he sleeps all the way till 12. After which, he woke up and realised that his sister-in-law is coming back which means that,i had to get out of his house-fast!
So, plans were changed and i was to meet him at 3 in Tampines to see a movie. So i waited.
And waited and waited till 5, so i went back.
And he calls me at 8 with no sense of urgency and regret in the nuances in the words he speak.
So, i decided. Thank god i was patient and assessed him before hoping. Well, i deserve better.
But i don't want any relationship now. i have not much to offer. hear this.

"Hi, i am Zulaikha. I contradict myself, sometimes get scarily hyper-active. dun have much control in my life yet. Would not have time for you and in jc1 with slim chance of making it through. Would you be with me?" Please!

Oh well, but i would still date but i have a lot to catch up in the girl world. ugh! Zulaikha-exam mode is as fun as watching a goldfish looking at you.

Me and Sha was talking about the next girl's night out. Hopefully wit Shy-n, Fi, Ilie, me and Sha. The more the merrier. agree girls?

High time i get my life back.

Seven things that scare me:
God
Rats
being a nobody
People who can manipulate me and read me too well
Lonliness
Being a failure in life
Clowns

Seven things that I like most:
Laughter
Contentment and appreciation
Being rich
Shopping
Entertaining(dancing)
Acceptance for who i am
Pictures

Seven most important things in my room:
My mum(i share my room with my mum and my sis)
My computer
My eyeliner
My handphone
My MP3
My hairband(i dun have much things in my room)
My wardrobe

Seven random facts about me:
I'm disorganized
i dun like obligations
My friends are my life
Rather materialistic if i dun care about that person.
I contradict myself shamelessly
Extreme personalities. Serious yet could be too goofy.
Talented

Seven things I can do:
Enlarge my nostrils
Dance
Make you happy
Flex my biceps(i do have them!)
Have sex powerpuff style
Make you forget the existence of alchohol
break your heart if you mess with me

Seven things I can't do:
Have abs
Say no to people who negotiate
Talk sense for more than 2 hours
Stand people with no direction in life
Get fairer
Leave my friends or family
Seduce Mr Bean

Seven words I say the most:
Fuck
Shit
Knn Cbb
Then
EEEEEEEEWWWWWW! (really loud)
ugh! i am so cute
You know what?(complete with a blonde bimbo accent)

Seven celebrity crushes:
Shah Rukh Khan
Bon Jovi.
Arjun Rampal
Lee Kuan Yew(grr!!)
Chad Michael Murray
Robbie Williams
Michael Jackson( so what if heas has a nose that doesn't resemble one?)

Seven people I would like to this:
Rohani
Nysa
Zira
And the rest have done 'em