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Thursday, September 15, 2005

Today is seriously fucked up. I am in a fucked up mood. I know i deserved it but that does not mean that i should graciously accept it. I mean like, come on, i am finally taking charge of where i am going and you guys just want to push. Push my silence till i can't keep it in no more, then there is really something to be scared about. You dun wanna see me like that.
All you motherfuckers think that you can make a mockery of me is it? Look at it this way, i am absent, i might be lazy bt the marks i am getting is almost equivalent to all of you who go to school everyday and do their homework. You really think you know me, dun ya? Dun be suprised.

If you come up to me waving an a or a b then you come and spit on my face. If not,dun try and make me feel stupid waving a stupid pass at me when you are the ones with the stupid trance-like faces in class all through the year. It just drags your worth down. I am sorry if anyone would feel hurt or 'terasa' when they read this but seriously, i won't say all this if i am not pissed. Take all of what i said as if i was in a fit of anger.

Not that who i am directing it to would be reading my blog of course. Still, screw you motherfuckers!!

Wrong timing to step on my toes now. I realise i am a bit jumpy and grouchy nowadays due to this unsettlement about a certain issue that i hold close to my heart. This fear would grip my heart untill i know for certain that my life would never change and i can continue paving my path the right way. Insya-allah.