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Tuesday, September 20, 2005

Exams are like in 2 weeks away and i am so not helping by not going to school today but look at it this way, at least now i am in a library doing my work...Ok, now i am blogging but i am going to do it really soon. Nobody told me that the library does not have microsoft words. What the hell is wrong with this place?

I dunnoe why but i just can't seem to study. Sriously, all through this year, my mind seems to be blocked or something. Those who knows me before this year would know me as someone who have always studied.Like no matter what i do, how much i freak out, i still study and i find joy in it. My worst regret would be that i started out too late and now all i get are dregs of revisions that does not qualify as my foundation of understanding of that certain subject is close to only basic. You cannot settle with basics when your exams are like in 2 farking weeks away.

Which is why i have led myself to this conclusion, i am so going to fail but i have another thought as well, i am not going down with a fight.

I am prepared to fail but i dun think i am prepared to face my parents. But you know what? My parents can go fuck themselves. They hate me. Seriously, whatever i do, it is just not as good as my brother, eventhough i am in a jc and he is dropping out from poly. He is still a son, Blardie
Indians. Sons, sons. Why not just create an attachable dick that would be so inelatic in demand as all the indians and chinese families would be buying it to tranform all their daughters into sons. Stupid people. World is evolving. Women are the new men. Get that in your head.

Whatever. I just hate A Modest Proposal.