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Thursday, July 14, 2005

I know whatever i said might have touched a bit of a raw nerve with you but well, it is like that. I could either lie or not. Perhaps it is time you stop thinking that we are out to get you and stop contemplating on whether you should go away from us or not. I mean like yu can never run away from true friends. Ever. Think about it. When i say i can't count on you, i mean i never know where you ae when i need you. We are who we are but we can change how we treat people. get it?

I do not take your silence as anything else but abstinence. Abstinence from being a close one in my heart to completely disappearing to being an almost complete stranger. Am i judging you? Then clear it up why dun ya? i can't read through you like a book.
Then again comparing me to Ijal is beyond insane. Read through twice to realise that you are comparing me and find us similar? You accept me as me? Accept this. I missed you so much i have grown to get frustrated that you can come and go. Whatever it is, look deep within yourself and ask yourself. Are you sure i putting on a pretense to care for you? And if so, why should i bother? Think about it
Maybe i am just like Ijal who can just finish of with an i-love-you. I mean what have i done to prove it right?Shows how much you know. Seriously sha, you know better. I hope