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Monday, July 4, 2005

hey...i know i know where the hell was i all this while..
sorry to disappoimt all you avid readers..hahaha..rite..
Actually life has been so terribly busy. i could not keep up ..so much for writing it all down?
so well.. the last time i checked, i was getting all chummy again with the tots.
Things are still ok. 'cept fer..well, nevermind.
Have been werking in club ola, excuse me but it is not a club where i have met characters that astound me, shock me and frustrated me. Working there has opened up a new world for me where i have learnt a lot about the f&b business and have even contributed certain ideas that have gained a significant profit. Working there has also given me a reason to go and party more after all the stress and tension that the workplace holds when there are too many people.
So every friday is me and Adora(my senior) day to party! Last week for both of friday and saturday was hell for me. Waking up late, sleeping even later. We went club-hopping and the best part was i did not have to even pay a single cent. On Fri we checked out this groovy place at Union square that has people swinging to salsa music like pros and i did not dare to step in until a drink too many and i was like a gorilla on the dancefloor. went to chijmes then to desire and not a single cent came out from me and the next day was a repetition of that day.
Well.
School sucks. i have been failing all the tests but those who know me would know that the biggest drive i can ever have is failure and this is failure to the max. So now, i know my priorities.
just watch how i soar.
My birthday have not started as yet. But nevertheless i just realised something. i have the sweetest class ever. the whole class chipped in to buy fer me a freaking Zippo.. i have to start learning the tricks and i will never quit now.. hahaha..nolah..i will try.

So far my mum bought for me a fucking nice bag and a Zippo and my brother bought me a top i know he does not let me wear with him around.*for obvious reasons. Yep.
so tomolo's a busy day for me. i got skool.. oral exam. and also i got werk tomolo. but i am hanging on..cause saturdays is my day with the girls.. WOOHOO!!
i don't know why but there are hostilities existing int the corners of the friendship i once hold as a trophy but i guess everybody has their ups and downs and the ones that stay together. no secrets, no just shooting your mouth however you like and make a person who really cares for you cry and no holding grudges. Nobody said mantaining a big group was easy but i am determined to prove that i did not go through all that bullshit of getting to know and accepting your flaws. all for blardie nothing. No i love Hani, Bib, Ayeesha, Fi, Nys and Li all for themselves and nothing's going to change that. Even if you guys dun. and you guys better love one another cause i am going to spank all your perky asses if you dun. so there! bye