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Monday, July 11, 2005
finally

this is for each and individual tots..
u guys really dun know how each and everyone of you make a huge impact on me. yes..you too.li.

My 'blue queens' bwuahaha
Rotot:
You are my sedative. When i am down, i just know that you will be there for me with your incessant laughter that seems to radiate my heart and make me laugh all my worries away. The monkey that i can climb on trees with in front of shah rukh khan and won't give a shit what he thinks. that's how much you make me forget about life's sorrow. When i am down when i had so much family problems that i felt like ending it all, you are the one that almost slapped me and would go bald if i self-mutilate myself again.And she's serious you guys.

Bitot: My oldest friend in the whole world. The one that have seen me at my worst and vice-versa and still accepted me and loved me no matter what. Till now, i can kol you any time i want and i just know you would not put down the phone on me. You listen to me, you dun mind being the one i vent my frustration on as long as i feel okay. i would literally die if you are not with me. i just hope you would be happy always and i hope i can be one of your bridesmaid if we grow up one day and you get married.love you girl.

The tots
Si-ti-tot: The friend who i can hate and love at the same time. Someone who selfishness i sometimes find so endearing. Someone who wants to soar so much but do not know how to. Who can make one big mistake with me but i still can forgive. No matter what girl, i am always yours, ijal or no ijal. during your quest for love and life, never once leave your friends behind. Someone who possess determination to be happy but i am beginning to wonder if she likes putting herself in the depressed state. i can always be the friend who u can count on but regretfully, i say this, i cannot count on you. sorry. i never know when you might leave me. But nevertheless, i would never replace you for anyone else and u are my rabbit forever.

Fi-tot: Someone i have never dreamt i could care for. Someone i admire for her style and her persistence of her self-worth. Someone who got the dream of a lot-like-love relationship. Someone who laughs heartedly with her head tilted back and looks so endearing doing it. someone who reminds me of rubberman with her arms all about when we snaptwist. Straightforward.she'll tell it o your face and no back-stabbing here. Has her own life and does not really depend on us to live but depends on us to keep sane. same here girl. meeting you makes me feel secondary school again.

Ny-tot: Someone new to this group and we need to still adjust with. Yet, i would not want to make the mistake of not knowing you cause i see it in you that you appreciate friendship and you are starting to grow on me. Someone with an impeccable sense of style, conservative yet modern. a body like a model's. Someone who has too much free time and fills our table with silence when her lame jokes start but it's funny when we laugh at her. Someone worth it cause she does not leave even when we were treating her badly. now, i love you babe, and i dun love people easily.

Li-tot: the MIA tot. Nevertheless, we still talk about her as if we meet her everyday. Someone carving out her own life and have no free time. Responsible, logical, quiet. But what makes us love her is her slumberness. Might be called selfish but that's not what she is.she's just like that. Once she start talking though, she can't shut up. And she like fi-tot, mentione above, also has her arms all about when snaptwisting. Elegant beauty and just plain captivating.


I know it seems like lesbianism her but those who knows the love that we have for each other won't doubt that it is all true. stay with me. you guys make me complete. who needs guys when you have six girls with you?