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Sunday, June 5, 2005

It has been a totally wonderful week of totally getting back my old frens. Where i have diverted my attention on getting back the friends that i lost. And well, the week went by great. Decided to bury the hachet with ilie and duh that girl is one funny maniac. haha.. but realised that way long ago.
Also, met sha and 'reconciled' if that is the word u shud use. But well, life is alright wit you around.
Had a talk with Rajiv also on how we should be now that we are not together and well, we have decided to never cross the boundaries ever.. again.
I really do not know why most of the times, my attention is never in studying anymore. it is like i dunnoe, i dun want to study anymore. but reality struck me that this is Singapore where academic qualifications count and there is no way that i can achieve the dream of becoming a lady of leisure without studies(unless i meet a rich guy of course) and even then i do not want to use his money. bluergh.
And also i know that i am considered fortunate by some to be qualified to even enter a jc and it would be a shame if i do not put my potential in good use. Maybe i sould bite the bullet and just do it huh.
Life is so out of proportion now. financially. Family-wise though is good. now, i go to yishun every monday and tuesday, so my relationship with my family is all good. Actually i do have money but well, ciggies, food and pool take up my money.
Bout time i put a major overhaul to my life and plan out my finance and time...especially time. amen..wish me luck