i feel like i am on a rollercoaster that have stopped fer servicing and now it is moving at full speed again..
my life was full of work and money and shopping and emotional turmoils this whole holiday untill the announcement of the jc that i was posted to. INNOVA JC in bold and red letters. i did not know how to react. actually the real reason why i went to apply for jc is because my parents kind of forced me untill my beautiful angel my sis opened up thier eyes and gave me the green light to go poly and now when people should be contented with their results.. i am going around trying to juggle appeals, forcing myself to go to jc, 'budgeting' my expenses, and trying to make my self not lonely.
and i am tired. and unsure.
tomolo i have to go woodlands at 7.20. whoah! then got to go to ijal's mum wedding.. and ton there.
i dunnoe what to do.