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Monday, March 7, 2005

i do not know what i am trying to prove to the world? that i am strong? that i dun care?
well..actually i do. a lot.
i actually feel that people should really get to know me before they judge. but here i am thinking. how is that possible if i do not tell anyone the true me?
i am not the free bird i seem like.
i may look happy and sorry but i really am but i wonder. is this all there is to life. money? love? pain?
then why are we wasting our time?
and i have something to say about this thing called love. i am not a cynic but i realise that love is just a cover up. an excuse to feel something for a certain someone. it is so misunderstood and so eagerly waited for that every lil stir of feeling that crops up in your heart you label it love.
But what actually is love? love means, you know the person so well that you know how her face looks like when she did a minor mistake yet you let her get away wit it. It is not when you know she was never a girl wit a ten o'clock curfew and then you start to change her because you dun trust her outside.
that's crap..when a person is in love..she knows that the guy does not like certain things and if a girl really cares fer that person..she would not want him to feel disappointed with her. so she would change. if a girl really cares for a guy then every guy she looks at, she would think of the guy she loves.
But i wonder if such individuals really exist. those type of relationship that does not require communication..only understanding.
i wonder who is the one fer me..hmmm...