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Thursday, January 13, 2005

same old. same old.

life has been picking up.

i feel free. like a bird. but a heartbroken bird.

well. at least i can farking fly.



haiz.have been getting myself drunk just to get over him. somehow,it doesn't hurt as

much if you are under the influence of alchohol. sometimes, i just wish he could see me hurtin.

and he would tell me that he wuld be there fer me. but he won't.



he just won't.

Have been trying to fill my time everyday. everyday is a constant struggle.



To make things worse i got dismissed. not exactly fired frem my job but they gave me measly working hours. so i quit.



am getting two jobs. i am saving up fer our house. me me mum and me sis. can't wait.

besides that am joining dancewerks. well. i love to dance so why not?also I am getting a new portfolio. my portfolio sucked! Well, my life has a new leash but still, i wished i could know that i still have him but he has left. i wished i hadn't asked to do the right thing.



if you are readin this, rajiv, i love you. and i wish you are with me now. i have yet to make soup fer you when you are sick. Yet to stroke your hair till you sleep. Yet to go to deepavali as your gf. Yet to make you breakfast. Yet to count the years we are together. but now you are gone. Forever. and left me alone. Again.