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Sunday, January 2, 2005
my breakup

Well. this is finally over. i broke up already.

yah. was not blogging cause i felt that the world was cuming to an end but well i guess not.



well, i will miss his iritatingness but i dun think it will ever end lah. and also i will miss his kisses and hugs. well. no one would ever let me feel how he feels.

maybe he is just a god-send fer me to get over that jerk of a guy and then it is off to me again. haiz. well, i am single. officially single. when have there been a day that i can say i am single?



there you go. i am single.but not available. You know what i think this love thing is bullshit.

it is not meant to last at all. haiz. but i still believe in it.



just like now after i broke up, he told me that all the way he felt like he was betraying his religion because sikh and muslim don't go well together. well. today my emotions are ok.

but hey, tomorrow is another day and i am faraking scared that my emotions would be like yesterday like fuck like that. could not stop thinking about him. haiz. well, what is done is done.



But we are still going to be friends because i realise that our attitude suit each other more as friends.



ok, nuf 'bout the sad stuff. i got 'promoted' from me job can say lah. had to werk longer hours. more $. it was getting damn tiring cause i was waking up at 5 and laeving werk at 11. not worth it. well. going shopping next week. can't wait. perhaps going hendrix this wed and sentosa on fri. tell you bout it. muacks. life is not such a bitch, just a misunderstood rebel.