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Thursday, November 25, 2004
the holidays, huh?

Yesterday i had the most awful fight with Baby..you know about what? he caught me smoking red handedly behind his back. Actually he would not have minded it that badly if i hadn't have done it behind his back. We fought so terribly that i thought we were going to break up there and then siak. thank god he was not that merciless. He was talking about how his trust for me was shattered to a gazillion pieces and i was so hurt by the hurt i caused him. omg. it was climatic man. but it is all okay now.Afterthe whole hurricane ended, we became more deeply entwined with each other. but i am amazed at the rarity of the physicality of this realtionship man. it is emotionally exciting man. We became like the kind of irritating couple who thinks of each other when we go to sleep and once we wake up. haiz..love is blissfully unnerving.

Yesterday we went jalan raya and rajiv followed to get his hands on some bling$. But the unfairness of life is so argh!! he got 40 bucks while i got 32? i know...that conniving lil babi ordered me to pay the taxi fare! hmph! he owes me big time, ok, it is just $8..whew! thank god i am so forgiving.bwuhahaha.

Do you know that all my faraking money is gone? haiz, i should just have shut up, closed my eyes and bought that levis jeans i loved so much now it's...gasp*dramatic backgroung music*...GONE!Well i have to get my priorities right.

First and foremost i must highlight my hair. I mean it is like my fucking holidays man, you know what happened? i rebonded my hair..it was more like a nick of the moment kind of thing and boy did i regret my stupid naive move!The stoopid auntie was more darned interested in going home and stuffing her bloated face with some pork knuckles.


And the best thing is it is not even straight. Haiz..the first few days of rebonding, your hair is supposed to be plastered to your head. but no..it looks like normal. haiz. what the fuck man.

now i am hanging around at home with nothing to do. seriously after all this raya brouhaha is over, i will start werking man. i assume i wud be damn bored. so why not entertain maself and make money at the same time. well..wish me bestest luck. muax.