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Sunday, October 17, 2004
why

why is it that i just cannot say it...i don't know why but i forgot the feeling of me being with him..it is like a distant memory never to be experienced again...i used to have someone i can just talk..someone to share my thoughts and my dreams...but now...i cannot..and it is all stupid reasons...think about it..you slack with ur friend all day and your gf calls you and you cannot even talk to her because your friend was talking about an interesting topic. and when he feels like saying how much he loves me and he cannot, he gets pissed..think ah...i tell him that i want to manja2 with him and he said mm...he wants to only when he feels like it..then why do i bother huh?

I really hope this feeling will go away..it is like i have gotten used to his absence that i forgot how someone shows affection to me anymore...numb..that is the word..

have you ever felt that someone knows so much about you yet knows nothing at all? sometimes you just wished that people would stop trying to judge whatever you felt as right or wrong..i mean it is my feelings we are talking about...whatever ah...i just wish that i could keep everything within me...because then i do not need to apologize for feeling..i am just human..i shud just shut up and find out what this playstation is all about so i can drown my sorrows with it too..well...whatever i have a life..just now i went to satay club with sha and hani..the food sucks..well...then went to raffles city..i am like so going to go shopping this tuesday..haiz..i have to.. get money tomorrow..tell you bout things soon..muacks..*sigh..