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Friday, October 22, 2004
something worth pondering upon

I have something to share..it has been occupying the space in my brain which should have been replaced by maths so i better get over it now k? whew!

okay! let's start this off with a simple yet a very detailed phrase on what i am feelin'.'Zulaikha is officially freaking out'..okay2..let me get a grip of myself.this is not good zulaikha being jumpy at everything that reminds me of school..do you think there is a sickness that sums up this whole feeling..this horrendous epidemic that is infecting the whole school.it seems like i can imagine a big giant piece of paper jumping up at the corner and screamin..'Zulaikha failed! zulaikha failed!'

i tell you do not be suprised if i were to drop dead even before o'levels..maybe at the door...haiz..1...2..3...breathe...okay...i am okay now..there is no need for a therapist k?

do you know..part of the reason i am freaking out is that my life is never going to be the same again..no more am i going to complain about waking up to go to school..and rest in the comfort of knowing that the rest of the class feels the same way..no more of unity when a teacher succeeded getting onto all of our nerves..man! i am so going to miss school...without sec sch would be like having a big black pit in ma heart..stop me before i cry! *sob..okay cool girls dun cry..cool girls..dun cry..okay..phew! whatever..i am freaked out..now i am going to go to sha's crib and study till the dawn.. now that's the real meaning underlying the word freaky!shut up!