first and foremost...i wanna say a big and loud..."HAPPY B'DAE" to my darling baby boy...haiz but this is not the day when it all starts....hmm...that is why i hate birthdays on a weekday...showed him the mp3...i guess he likes it but he did not look that thrilled...hmm...perhaps he does not know how to use it that's why...but well..expecting a little bit more enthusiasm at least...i skipped biology just to meet him so spent around1 and a half hour trying to call him and guess what? he was on the phone with someone else...what a waste...should have gone to biology after all...who knew what last minute tips boon could have given...well..now i am at ayeesha's house writing...hm...i think her mom should adopt me..i keep coming to her house..well...my house is a little unpleasant to be in..i really think i should give up on maths..after all that hard work,managed to get a stoopid 40/80...fuck.. well...maybe it is because i started last minute but it is really degrading ya know? haiz...just try harder for paper two lah eh...but you know what? i have never met someone like rajiv and i feel really lucky that i found him..just dun make him leave me lah eh...